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Friday Jul 23, 2004

Jul 23, 2004
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Okay, now I'm confused.

He said he wants to marry me.

confused

Edit:
Well, let me clarify. I said he want's to marry me, but not right now. He knows what we need is time and to grow as friends (to have a more firm base for our relationship) because he still loves me so much.
Anyways, there is no way I'd say yes to marriage right now anyways. When the time comes I'm going to have to choose between Christian (from Peru) and Nick.
Christian's coming to see me in February, and I have this feeling that if I see him, I'll know. But they're both so sweet, and only want me happy. The difference is, Nick's a little more immature still and gets confused easily. Christian is a little older than I am and he can figure out what he wants pretty easily.
They both have so many good qualities..

I think I'm going to have to start making a list of good and bad. Seriously, that is the only way.. because other than that, I have no clue who is better, so I think the numbers will tell. Sounds foolish, but in my heart they are equal.

Ah well. Who said love was going to be easy?
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theonetheonlydc:
woah.....
Jul 24, 2004
fallfromgrace:
I wouldn't say there's a "better" in this, or that you can run the numbers on it. Even if you weigh their +'s and -'s today, that could be a million times different 1,2, 10 years from now.

my feeling, after being on this seemingly wild "rollercoaster" of emotion the past week, is to ask yourself not "what can they give to me" but "what can I give to them?" and I think something you should give (or maybe have to give) is time.

Lastly, NEVER rush into Marriage. if you rush into it, odds are you'll be more willing to rush out of it, and that's not a pleasant thought.
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