Sometimes the nights you don't come around..
They're worse than a slow breakdown
Creeping as it's fingers slowly extend
And it's never the same when you're here
You're always saying the things I need
Always being stronger than my previous acquaintances
You make everything so simple
I am who I am when you're the one I'm being it to
And I forget everything I said...
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They're worse than a slow breakdown
Creeping as it's fingers slowly extend
And it's never the same when you're here
You're always saying the things I need
Always being stronger than my previous acquaintances
You make everything so simple
I am who I am when you're the one I'm being it to
And I forget everything I said...
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fallfromgrace:
I like it. thanks for writing! 
with_forevers:
that's exactly what i was thinking!
Ooosh.. oraaaaange's cooter is as sore as sore can be!
Tonight I Have Done The Following Things With Ben:
-watched Matrix: Reloaded
-watched Sealab 2021
-watched poker
-been eaten out
-had sex (simultaneous orgasm)
-been fucked against a wall
-taken a shower
Indeed, a constructive night.
Tonight I Have Done The Following Things With Ben:
-watched Matrix: Reloaded
-watched Sealab 2021
-watched poker
-been eaten out
-had sex (simultaneous orgasm)
-been fucked against a wall
-taken a shower
Indeed, a constructive night.
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hotpockets:
So, uh, how was The Matrix: Reloaded?
fallfromgrace:
I agree with lego... that's a pretty strong leap into sex. whatever sews your buttons, I guess.
Looks like another Mr. Ben encounter is on the horizon..
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fallfromgrace:
Have fun. play it safe, k? No little Oraaaaange's running around 9 months from now, alright? 
hotpockets:
Nice. It's always good to know upcoming encounters.
I had to delete my membership to the Virgins group today.
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Well, okay, I won't leave you hanging. The guy's name is Ben. He's got long hair, and now has a goatee (I hadn't seen him in a month or two). He's QUITE attractive.. he works out a lot, bikes around cos he has no car, and he's just an all around cool guy....
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Well, okay, I won't leave you hanging. The guy's name is Ben. He's got long hair, and now has a goatee (I hadn't seen him in a month or two). He's QUITE attractive.. he works out a lot, bikes around cos he has no car, and he's just an all around cool guy....
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lego_:
A lavateur is a washer... I think- I'm not to sure about my french!
I
n context, I was talking about a power-washer- as I have been quite a lot recently- because they're cool and I've been cleaning all the stonework on the outside of our house... and anything else that dares to look dirty- rocks, cars, windows, gates... Nearly finished now, though...
I
n context, I was talking about a power-washer- as I have been quite a lot recently- because they're cool and I've been cleaning all the stonework on the outside of our house... and anything else that dares to look dirty- rocks, cars, windows, gates... Nearly finished now, though...
egon:
hey congrats oraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaange on having Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas. I love that movie.
Oh, and an losing the big virginia sweatshirt (as we used to call it where i lived. Reason being my friend Aaron, who now lives in Lynn MA, used to have a sweatshirt for THe U of VA that was just a giant letter V. and he said he was going to burn it when he finally lost his virginity.)
But seiiously, that movie is great. It's why mercy and I are probably going to move to vegas.
Oh, and an losing the big virginia sweatshirt (as we used to call it where i lived. Reason being my friend Aaron, who now lives in Lynn MA, used to have a sweatshirt for THe U of VA that was just a giant letter V. and he said he was going to burn it when he finally lost his virginity.)
But seiiously, that movie is great. It's why mercy and I are probably going to move to vegas.
What.. do you kids just hold down the A button until it looks like there's enough As in my name?
*glances at TFOK*
There are only 5, you know.
I miss Christian. He told me that he yelled at his dog yesterday because she wouldn't listen, and then he felt really bad. So I asked him why he yelled, cos he's usually a very calm,...
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*glances at TFOK*
There are only 5, you know.
I miss Christian. He told me that he yelled at his dog yesterday because she wouldn't listen, and then he felt really bad. So I asked him why he yelled, cos he's usually a very calm,...
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lego_:
I always copy and paste... 
smashcritical:
Pretty much yeah. (I was told there would be no math).
I talked to Christian last night on my last 11 minutes of my phone card. He was so happy to see me even though I called him at 2am (his time), 3am my time. I miss him so much. I last saw him about 3 months ago, and I won't see him for another 6 or 7 months. 
Hmm. Either I'm going to a concert...
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Hmm. Either I'm going to a concert...
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thefuckoffkid:
TFOK climbs into oraaaaaaange's lap and purrs softly.
sexygenie:
did i mention i toootally enjoy your new profile photo?!!?
Spent the weekend camping.
It was fun. I got a little crispy, though.
I feel better about my situation. Thanks for all the comments.
Christian sent me texts every night when we usually talk online They were so sweet. I called him a bunch of times when I was camping and I called him when I got home. He called me back a half hour...
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It was fun. I got a little crispy, though.
I feel better about my situation. Thanks for all the comments.
Christian sent me texts every night when we usually talk online
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troublemaker:
It's a photoshop process I've been tweeking with. That programs is fun-kay
fallfromgrace:
I'm just looking for something daytime and fulltime and more than 8 bucks an hour... :shrug:
Okay, now I'm confused.
He said he wants to marry me.
Edit:
Well, let me clarify. I said he want's to marry me, but not right now. He knows what we need is time and to grow as friends (to have a more firm base for our relationship) because he still loves me so much.
Anyways, there is no way I'd say yes to marriage...
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He said he wants to marry me.
Edit:
Well, let me clarify. I said he want's to marry me, but not right now. He knows what we need is time and to grow as friends (to have a more firm base for our relationship) because he still loves me so much.
Anyways, there is no way I'd say yes to marriage...
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theonetheonlydc:
woah.....
fallfromgrace:
I wouldn't say there's a "better" in this, or that you can run the numbers on it. Even if you weigh their +'s and -'s today, that could be a million times different 1,2, 10 years from now.
my feeling, after being on this seemingly wild "rollercoaster" of emotion the past week, is to ask yourself not "what can they give to me" but "what can I give to them?" and I think something you should give (or maybe have to give) is time.
Lastly, NEVER rush into Marriage. if you rush into it, odds are you'll be more willing to rush out of it, and that's not a pleasant thought.
my feeling, after being on this seemingly wild "rollercoaster" of emotion the past week, is to ask yourself not "what can they give to me" but "what can I give to them?" and I think something you should give (or maybe have to give) is time.
Lastly, NEVER rush into Marriage. if you rush into it, odds are you'll be more willing to rush out of it, and that's not a pleasant thought.
I think a trip to Peru is in order. Too bad I'm too fucking broke.
I guess I'm getting over it. I still cry sometimes, but .. I'm at that transition place where if he asked me to be with him again, I'd probably say yes, but only because I'm so alone. If I give it a week or two, I'd probably say no. I...
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I guess I'm getting over it. I still cry sometimes, but .. I'm at that transition place where if he asked me to be with him again, I'd probably say yes, but only because I'm so alone. If I give it a week or two, I'd probably say no. I...
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fallfromgrace:
I'm so sorry to hear that, hun. Where have I been, I feel bad I didn't hear about this until now. I'll be praying for you, and I'm sure this is got to be hard. I know uou loved him hard, and so this has got to be painful.
I hope things work well for you and the Peruvian, but take it slow... Let yourself heal up before you jump into it.
I hope things work well for you and the Peruvian, but take it slow... Let yourself heal up before you jump into it.
twwly:
Tongue piercings.
Well, first I'd say to find the best shop in your area. By best, I don't mean cheapest. I mean, who carries the nicest jewelry, who's the cleanest and who has the nicest portfolios.
Indicators of a clean shop:
It generally looks clean. Mopped floors, no dust, do mess, clean stations, it's tidy. Steam, heat and pressure autoclave. Monthly or weekly spore tests. Stainless steel working stations. Seperate room for the autoclave/ultrasonic and other biohazardous shite. All tools & jewelry come out of sealed autoclave bags. Everything must be single use (except stainless equipment).
The barbell you will get will depend on the length of your tongue. (I can't tell you, having never met you or your tongue). It needs to be a little longer than you'd like to accomodate for swelling.
Some piercers pierce top down, others from the bottom to the top. (I personally pierce top down). Some use internally threaded jewelry, others external (I use internal). It really doesn't matter too much.
Aftercare is important. Never use mouthwash with alcohol in it, like Listerine. It kills ALL the bacteria in your mouth (which can lead to thrush), and eats away at healing tissue. Rinse with Oral-B non-alcoholic mouthwash, or there's another brand out there, I can't remember the name, but I'm sure you'd be able to read the labels and find it. Or you can rinse with a sea-salt water combination which you can mix up yourself.
Rinse after you eat anything. Try not to smoke, drink booze, or make out with anyone until you're healed. Check out www.bmezine.com for loads of experiences and pictures. If you have any other questions, email me.
Twwly.xo
Well, first I'd say to find the best shop in your area. By best, I don't mean cheapest. I mean, who carries the nicest jewelry, who's the cleanest and who has the nicest portfolios.
Indicators of a clean shop:
It generally looks clean. Mopped floors, no dust, do mess, clean stations, it's tidy. Steam, heat and pressure autoclave. Monthly or weekly spore tests. Stainless steel working stations. Seperate room for the autoclave/ultrasonic and other biohazardous shite. All tools & jewelry come out of sealed autoclave bags. Everything must be single use (except stainless equipment).
The barbell you will get will depend on the length of your tongue. (I can't tell you, having never met you or your tongue). It needs to be a little longer than you'd like to accomodate for swelling.
Some piercers pierce top down, others from the bottom to the top. (I personally pierce top down). Some use internally threaded jewelry, others external (I use internal). It really doesn't matter too much.
Aftercare is important. Never use mouthwash with alcohol in it, like Listerine. It kills ALL the bacteria in your mouth (which can lead to thrush), and eats away at healing tissue. Rinse with Oral-B non-alcoholic mouthwash, or there's another brand out there, I can't remember the name, but I'm sure you'd be able to read the labels and find it. Or you can rinse with a sea-salt water combination which you can mix up yourself.
Rinse after you eat anything. Try not to smoke, drink booze, or make out with anyone until you're healed. Check out www.bmezine.com for loads of experiences and pictures. If you have any other questions, email me.
Twwly.xo
Me and the boy are no more.
*sigh*
I don't really have any words right now. I'm sorry.
Letter to my Jetta:
Sorry I kicked you and hit you. It was misplaced. I love you JettaBaby.
*sigh*
I don't really have any words right now. I'm sorry.
Letter to my Jetta:
Sorry I kicked you and hit you. It was misplaced. I love you JettaBaby.
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lego_:
Aw... *hugz*
taris_kah:
I will also *sigh*
Sorry
[Edited on Jul 22, 2004 3:46PM]
Sorry
[Edited on Jul 22, 2004 3:46PM]
I reiterate this link, and ask you to remind me to buy lighter fluid at walmart.
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hellocentral:
eep!
smashcritical:
I took a break after running because it was so far away and no, I didn't get away.
Adults in America
98 Red Balloons
Hung over like it's 2000
Don't put anohter dime in the juke box (oh wait that was actually done)
Oh, buy some lighter fluid at the walmart!!!
Adults in America
98 Red Balloons
Hung over like it's 2000
Don't put anohter dime in the juke box (oh wait that was actually done)
Oh, buy some lighter fluid at the walmart!!!
Thanks for all the comments on the tattoo! I'm currently looking into bible passages that say stuff about body mods so I can be peaceful about this. I won't be replying to your comments though, because I'm lazy 
So I bought a prepaid phone card from Shaw's tonight and I went through the self-checkout because it's easier. There was no sign saying that I needed...
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So I bought a prepaid phone card from Shaw's tonight and I went through the self-checkout because it's easier. There was no sign saying that I needed...
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smashcritical:
Interesting site about the tottoos, I looked around a little bit.
I am reminded of a pastor for Church on the Edge" big biker type guy that had tatoos running up and down both arms. i never asked him about them bu ti assumed they were the product of his life before his calling. The Church catered to those that were 'on the edge' or that really did not fit in with a the traditional church crowds and it seemed very fitting that it was led by a man who would seem more at home on a harley then in the pulpit
My own thoughts on tatoos is that they are ok. I see no problem with decorating the temple and if it is done to his glory then all the better. Now you have me thinking. I have friends with Tats for all sorts of things and they profess that they are the ultimate fans because they have placed a permenant tribute to whatever (Green Lantern and Punisher for example). how cool would that be, Oh yeah well I am a huge Jesus fan. I have to think about this now.
I am reminded of a pastor for Church on the Edge" big biker type guy that had tatoos running up and down both arms. i never asked him about them bu ti assumed they were the product of his life before his calling. The Church catered to those that were 'on the edge' or that really did not fit in with a the traditional church crowds and it seemed very fitting that it was led by a man who would seem more at home on a harley then in the pulpit
My own thoughts on tatoos is that they are ok. I see no problem with decorating the temple and if it is done to his glory then all the better. Now you have me thinking. I have friends with Tats for all sorts of things and they profess that they are the ultimate fans because they have placed a permenant tribute to whatever (Green Lantern and Punisher for example). how cool would that be, Oh yeah well I am a huge Jesus fan. I have to think about this now.
lego_:
Had a look at the site too- the arguments for tattooing page was pretty damn long so I kinda gave up by the time I got down to the stuff in Exodus supporting it bit.
I'm a little bit wary about some of the arguments he uses. Something in me made me wonder if the "mark on the hand" and "frontlets on the eyes" thing was taken out of context, in as much as they weren't tattoos, anyway. That's not to say he's wrong, just that I wasn't too convinced by that bit.
Something that has just occurred to me is that maybe "the dead" in the verse in Leviticus means "dead things"; things that aren't godly- ie. not tattooing idols onto yourself. To that end, verses and inspirational imagery are living and perhaps permissable... just an idea.
Actually, I've been thinking about getting a triscle/triquetra done for a while, but I've been waiting for money and the right design. I think this site will make me have a little ponder on it now.
I'm a little bit wary about some of the arguments he uses. Something in me made me wonder if the "mark on the hand" and "frontlets on the eyes" thing was taken out of context, in as much as they weren't tattoos, anyway. That's not to say he's wrong, just that I wasn't too convinced by that bit.
Something that has just occurred to me is that maybe "the dead" in the verse in Leviticus means "dead things"; things that aren't godly- ie. not tattooing idols onto yourself. To that end, verses and inspirational imagery are living and perhaps permissable... just an idea.
Actually, I've been thinking about getting a triscle/triquetra done for a while, but I've been waiting for money and the right design. I think this site will make me have a little ponder on it now.