optimistress

this new layout is freaking me out- i feel so lost on it.
i feel good right now, other than that. at ease, ya know? it's good.

not much to talk about- my man went to see his brother who is still ill from complications due to crohn's disease. poor kid- he's had so many surgeries lately and more to come. he has a colostomy bag too. for now. but actually i wasn't grossed out by it at all- it was quite interesting. the drain bag is way grosser. i won't talk about it so i don't gross any one out. *fact about me*- it's HARD to gross me out. very hard. i am way more intrigued by things and even like to pick and poke at gross things. or collect them in jars.
one thing at work today which did make me cringe was a rabbit jaw we were pulling rotted bone out of (the bunny has chronic jaw abscesses) it made me cringe because it still sounds like you're breaking the bones, even though the bone is necrotic. (i love that word)
so that was interesting.
we also neutered a bunny and spayed one as well. we helped a dehydrated and internally bleeding ferret- although it is not well- it still needs much treatment, but it was very very sick. ferrets end up with a lot of problems as they age, which sucks. cause they're cute, dammit.
but not an overall thrilling day, which is fine with me. i enjoy slow days too... days to relax a little.