optimistress

i have a day off! (sort of) i'm still babysitting but i don't have to go in to work and deal with people who don't know how to properly care for their pets. grrrrrrr.
if your gonna take a creature in to your home, at least know how to care for it and pay for medical attention when necessary, PLEASE. or i will hunt you down and torture you
i'm wearing my cute new skirt, which always makes me happy- ya i AM a girl, i like clothes. i just cannot afford a lot of them. hehe- and this little plaid skirt makes me wet - don't know why
oooh and i have to make a target run for cat litter, bunny litter (feline pine), and i'll probably buy sevayka a new toy to play with when she's ehre on fridays it's cute towatch her play with stuff... and it keeps those little fingers busy so she's not tearing the living roomapart! oh shit- cannot forget to pay car payment today.
COFFEE- i could not survive without my coffee- and it's so fucking good this morning- i woke up late- 10 am- cause yesterday at work was a wee bit stressful. i can handle having to euthanise a critter, but when there is a child present( and SOBBING) you might as well rip my heart out of my chest, take out a bite, spit on it, and then stomp all over it and then paint with it.

but life goes on and i'm guessing it's um making me a stronger person or somethin'. jeez- i was so sad last night and i had trouble winding down. three cheers for pot!!!
i should go and vaccuum and tidy up... but my coffee hasn't fully kicked in, so maybe in a minute...
my crafty room needs the most help. why is it the first room in the house to look like a bomb went off in here?? too much shit in here.
hmmm, maybe the caffiene is working, i am babbeling now. which i do alot anyway. in person too.
hope everyone has a good day- i intend to!