optimism

So.Things in the last week have been amazing. I am in a really good place right now. I'm not moving until Sep. 1, but it will work out better than I expected as far as rent and moving and stuff. I found a place higher in my building, so I only have to move up the elevator. Sweet. Reasonable rent too. It's going to be so nice having a place of my own. It's been nice since the beginning of July, but one that I can afford will be even better.

My big news:

She likes me for me.

I actually bought that hootie disc for that song. What a loser I am. At any rate, I met a girl. At this point, she's everything I was looking for. I know beginnings of relationships are always like that, and I'm scared to death that at some point in the future it'll end like my last one, but I can't stop to think about that and not allow myself to feel. It's not possible. I'm so happy, I could cry. The good tears.