Oh my Goddess!
What a week I've had! Lots to share and tell BUT FIRST!!! .... Opheliah!?!?!
Who is Opheliah!? What has she done to Ophelia Creep!?!?
HAHAHA. Well calm your farm everyone, it's ok :) I felt it was time to drop the 'Creep'. I've been considering doing it for a while now, so I thought it's either now or NEVERRRR.
I Love 'Opheliah', A big thank you to the wonderful ladies in head office that made the change official! @lyxzen @rambo @missy @sydney I know it must of been one of you! Thank you, thank you!
So what does this mean? Not much I suppose, but for me it means a new chapter. Opheliah is a name that will grow with me and with all the new projects I've been taking on this year, Opheliah just feels well, PERFECT!
So as I was checking the @bloghomework topics, "What are you afraid of?" stuck out to me. It got me thinking, what am I afraid of?? I have no phobias as such, and I try not to give in to fear.... Then I started reminiscing over the amazing week end I had at the SG Brisbane Shootfest, and it hits me!!
What if one day i'll be too old, or too busy.?.. I've never felt so beautiful & confident within myself, as I do now. Can I live this 'high' forever!?!? Will I forever feel this beautiful & confident!? I know I haven't always in the past... And what of all these beautiful people? All these incredible & inspiring Women & Men I've met from being involved in this community. Will we always have SuicideGirls to call 'home', or will life eventually get in the way.
I don't wanna come down from this 'high' and the very thought of the 'come down' truly terrifies me.!!
So on that note, thank you @exkyu @countessa @vorpal @christina who look after all of us! and to all of the SG AU group of babes who have truly enriched my life with love and giggles! I don't know what the future has in stall for me or any of us, but today I choose to be grateful for all the experiences and fun times we've shared.
My cheeks always get flushed when i'm emotional HeHe so before my head turns into a tomato, I bet everyone wants to here more about my weekend! Or better yet! Watch it ;)
So originally i was meant to be shooting with @atlanticlungs @kyla & @exkyu but I had to pull out of all my shoots because I couldn't afford it :"( I was pretty devastated, luckily for me @kyla offered to shoot me at a more then reasonable price!
So on Thursday we shot our set together, which went so well! Here's a little looksee!
@emmameow was there to assist, who is looking amazing by the way! She's gone back to blonde and her hair is sahhh long now! I seen her shoot some sets over the weekend and sweet lordy she is going to take the site by storm when they are realised! HOTTTTT!!!
I missed out on Friday's shenanigans, but on Saturday I came to the house with my daughter to say hey to everyone! I was worried at first that it might be inappropriate to bring Bub to the shootfest but everyone LOVED her and she had a total ball! The energy was electric and there were naked women everywhere. It's hard not to get swept up in the bliss of the moment! I couldn't help but feel a little disappointed that i couldn't shoot anymore sets!
Sunday (the last shootfest day) I asked @exkyu if he had any spots available. HE DID!! Aaand boy am I glad we shot a set, because holy mother of god we created pure MAGIC!
See!!!! Who is this sexy confident women!? I'm in total awe of this set!
The sexiness certainly didn't stop there either my friends! Have a look at some behind the scene picks of a little multi @emmameow and I did with @frankndame
Because i'm a Hopeful and Emma is an SG we can't submit it, but it was still so much fun!!
I met so many new faces over the weekend! So many new hopefuls. I got to cuddle @maddisonnrose who is a new Aussie hopeful who I met on Instagram. She is probably the cutest thing I've ever seen!
I got to see @peggysue briefly
I miss her so much!
I also got to hang with my baby doll @stardusst & @aubrey @ambra @morgull @bane @camisado & @sammysiren !
I wish we all lived closer! I can't wait t see everyone again at the end of the year!
In other news! My back tattoo is coming along nicely. Don't you think?
Talk soon my darlings, let me know what you think of my new name!
Opheliah Xx