"How has SG changed your life?" This was a homework topic @missy @rambo & @lyxzen assigned us from waaay back! But after reading @missy blog this morning it really hit home to me, and I just knew I needed to share my thoughts.
To be honest I know how it feels, I'm a Hopeful and I've been one for a year now. I've put out 6 sets in total, none of which have been purchased. I would LOVE to be privileged enough to call myself SG worthy, but I also know how competitive & popular the site has become, not only for Hopefuls but for SuideGirls too! We're not always going to get our sets bought. It sucks, but it is what it is.
This morning I was reading Missy's blog about Damsel, I'm not sure about the details of who said what to whom etc but reading Missy's blog I could tell how hard it must of been for her to let go of such a well loved member of the site. Again i'm not sure what Damsel said about the site, I just find the whole situation very sad :(
Lets now direct our attention to how FUCKING INCREDIBLE this site is! I think when we get caught up in who's going 'pink' or who's sets are being purchased we forget about the most rewarding aspect of being apart of SuicideGirls, THE COMMUNITY!! I can log in, chart to all my babes and know that this is my safe place. SuicideGirls is the only online community i'm apart of that shows me love & respect. WHICH IS HUGE, Y'all got an instagram account? Facebook account? How many haters do you get posting crap on your page?.. And how much hate do you get on here?... Ladies & Gentlemen, I rest my case! ;)
I'm constantly being swomped with hate comments on Instagram like, "SLUT" and even worse attacks on my daughter "Bet she'll grow up to be a whore just like you" or "I hope your daughter conducts herself better then you white trash". It's a cruel,cruel world out there and I for one feel blessed to have a place like SuicideGirls where I can be COMPLETELY myself.
How has SuicideGirls changed my life?
It's given me a place to call home. It's given me a place where I can creatively express myself and know that I'm surrounded by people who generally care and accept me. SuicideGirls got me through my pregnancy, remember my debute set? Yep I was pregnant. My daughter is now 11months old, and honestly I don't know how I would have gotten through those first few months with out you guys!!!! (Anyone who's had a newborn will understand. Shit gets REAL) haha. Hopeful @misscherrybutton who I FINALLY met at the Sydney shootfest even sent my daughter a present when she was born. THAT'S HOW SPECIAL THIS COMMUNITY IS! I remember doing the early morning feeds at 2am and reading through the 'Sex Talk Group' fucking LOL. FYI best group EVERRR.
The members on the site are incredibly supportive of me and us Hopefuls & SG'S are like a sisterhood. I literally cried the day @stormyent turned pink! It was the best day ever, and then after that @emmameow turned pink.. SuideGirls like @vorpal @christina @countessa @peggysue have taken me under their wings and have always been there for support advice and kissies ;) hehe
Never in my whole life have I ever felt more confident then I do right NOW, and the experiences and people I've met have been priceless! So thank you @missy for giving all us freaks a safe place to be as creepy, quirky and sometimes perverted, Sex Talk, im looking at you! ;)
Feel the love guys, because we are apart of something unique and special.
