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My Thanksgiving weekend was pretty rad. I got to spend the weekend away with good friends that I don't get to see all that often. Hardly slept and gamed pretty much the entire time. My eyes aren't so happy with that, haha. I felt pretty great until I got home. When I realized nothing was here and I got to avoid the empty, lonely life...
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It's kinda awkward finding out your younger brother is engaged through facebook. Then again, we haven't really had much of a relationship with each other for years. I want to congratulate him but I feel weird about the whole thing. I know for a fact he has often treated her like garbage, yet here they are getting engaged. I feel as if I can't even...
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Shit, it's been a long while since I posted here. Well, life has been a roller coaster since then. I lost my freaking job thanks to shady business practices going on in the company I was with. So, looking for a new job at the moment. My car died like three times in the span of August through October as well. Which made for an...
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Well, it's been an interesting week. Trying to move as well as have a social life and work full time. This past Tuesday was my birthday and I got to go out, drink and have fun with some friends. One of whom I have been smitten with for quite a while. Unfortunately, I seem to be too shy at this point to make much of...
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Well, my new job is going well. At least something in my life is going right.

Sadly, some horribly stupid driver wrecked into a guy behind me and then he hit me. So my car is pretty banged up. My rear gate is apparently jacked. I am looking at 3,500 dollars as an estimate on the damage. Thank goodness for insurance.

I haven't been active...
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There is no blog here, ignore.

I am beginning to realize the potential chance that I could also be suffering from selective mutisim. Basically, this reflects into the issue of being able to talk to a select group of humans. My issues stem primarily from women I am attracted to. I often freeze up, say little or nothing and end up blushing at even the slightest things. Even under the influence...
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Well, I have tried my hardest to get past all the bullshit in my life but nothing ever changes. I still suck horribly with women. I seriously have no clue what else to do. Women never bother to try with me. Part of me is looking just for sex which is in conflict with the part of me who wants something serious. I am so...
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Well that was a majorly exhausting four days. I have made it back safely. Getting to see Gorguts and Death(without Chuck) was a mind blowing experience to say the least. NY was really awesome. Even in the blistering heat. If only we could have stayed longer. The only regrets I have is that I once again screwed up my chances with women this weekend. At...
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Well it has been a month since I last posted here, wow. Anyway, life is good but busy as all get out. Been training for my new position all month and will be officially now July 9th instead of the second of the month. I am also stoked right now because I have a ton going on this long weekend. I will be in New...
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