i'm tired constantly. it is a problem that will not be fixed fopr months on end. With college and work I just have no free time at all. When I finish in four months I'll have an overabundance of time.I recently got a feeling that after I get my associate's degree I should just stop there. i'm poor enough and getting a bachelor's wont get me far in the fine art world. Maybe it's better to actively pursue it on my own instead of having someone else show me everything. I find it disturbing how many people I meet with their bachelor's degree in Fine arts and it got them nowhere and did nothing for them. Where to go though, and what to do, now that's the real question. I'm tired of New Jersey. if I was more skilled I'd leave it all in a matter of moments. It's too depressing going to the same parties seeing all the same people everyday. I feel trapped in this small tightly packed state. Maybe by the time I actually get my associate's i 'll be out of here then. 