openwounds

I'm starting school tommorow. My thrirty three days of serenity are now officially over tonight, and it seems like they were barely here at all. I partied with some friends yesterday to celebrate the times and all it did was realize that at eveyone of these fucking parties nothing ever really changes. it's just the same people. Occasionally they are new people i've never met before but they have the same attitude. I origionally had a thought at the beginning of the year that things would change and be ebtter this year, but it's all the same. this idea lasts for a couple of weeks at most then it's all over.