openwounds

what the fuck why do all the rejoin suicidegirls for half price adds have to come at 11 at night when I'm drunk and stupid enough to rejoin? fuck, theres a waste of money

So my membership expires in 3 days and there truly is no point to renew. i must have been on probably3 times in the last month only to view articles more thn view the pics which is really the principle of the website. Anyway to anyone who cares Goodbye. It is time I stopped becoming so numb to hot goth and punk girls in real...
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I have become the man at work that got plastered during the Christmas party and everyone knows. I'm off today and know my name will come up in more than a few conversations. Fuckin A. Must go to 2 classes now, neither of which I did homework for...

School sucks, I can't wait to get out of here so I can bitch about how much I will miss it....

Note this day. It is important. It is a day where media has defeated the truth and the future couldn't look worse. Fuck you Florida and Ohio. Time to start looking at Canadian Colleges...

so in an awkward but very good twist of events i've found someone who really compliments me in almost every way imaginable. Fucked up how the day before I'd swore I'd die alone and never care about relationships. Now I feel better than i have in a long time

Unless I get out of New Jersey in the next 18 months all of my hope for any future at all is completely shot. Fuck. There's just too many days where i hate absolutely everything....

weekends are fun. I cut off my hair even though it was long gone before much like sanity and frame of mind. most of the new tattoo on the inside of my lip fell out, it will all fll out or sag eventually. Went gambling and drinking tonight, mostly to observe others. couldn't help but wonder what i would do if i won a substancial...
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nothing but absolute frustration to say, far better to say nothing at all...

Whathe fuck is going on with my profile this shit is confusin' as hell. Think my membership expires next month, prolly for the better...