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Fuck they're exhausting!
It's incredible to see how much it's difficult to communicate in this house, and how many contradictions there can be in one day.

For example :
My father tells my 13 years old brother to switch pff the computer and go to bed.
My brother does it and goes on the TV to play video games.
Reprimand, they don't agree, etc.
Conclusion : my brother can play 15 minutes and my father goes in the bathroom.
He comes back a few minutes after and tells my brother to go to bed.
Reprimand.

And it's SO fucking boring I can't help fixing everything. I don't understand how can people be so... so what, I don't even know but this case is the same 10 times a day, and when it's not from one person it's from another. I really don't get hat's in their heads.

My mother found my secret notebook when I was 12. Well it's just got 5 pages written.



We opened the padlock with a screwdriver (the key is lost, of course). I started reading and laughing so loud, but I didn't want my mum to read. Hell it's crazy how stupid you can be when you're 12. I know everyone is different but I was really corny.

12 was my boys bands period. You know, the Worlds Apart inc. I bought such magazines as OK Podium, Star Club and other stinky things. And there were often presentation pages about what Steve likes, how much Franck has brothers etc. I did the same for me in this notebook.



I also have a part for the guy I love : Taylor Hanson. Hey I'm 12 ok Please don't criticize the Hanson because it's thanks to them I discovered pop and rock music. Because in thos presentations pages ^^ there was also the music tastes and influences etc

So about Taylor Hanson :

Taylor was born 1983/03/14, Tulsa, USA. He's a singer and plays the keyboard. He has long blond shoulder-lenght hair, [...] He has blue angel eyes and is irresitible. How interesting.



My qualities : creative and... "clearly articulates in foreigners songs" wtf?!
I've never eaten hot-dogs, I might have written this because it's american food and the Hanson are american.

Then I note my night dreams, funny but hey, it's long enough.

I am a bit embarassed with my boyfriend.
We won't be together for the New year eve because he wanted to be with friend and I wanted to be home. I sends me a lot of sms saying he miss me, but I don't...

I've been so busy lately, we didn't spent a lot of time together and he really regretted it, me not because I kept my mind busy. Now I'm on holydays I just wanna do nothing but my stuff and drawing and sleeping so I'm quite embarassed to answer to his sms. Day by day I wanna see him a bit more and I know I'll be super happy to come back home and be with him but now let's say "I am for myself"...

I'm working on the english version of my actual french blog. I found a cool design I am adaptating with my own style and it's gonna be awesome.



Codes and internet stuff are interesting but really hard for me. It's always OK but it's just the beggining...
I like this version so much I'll make the same for my blog but it will be complicated. Update software, move on my new server without loosing anything... Ithink I'll need help from someone who knows it well.

Anyway, I'll keep you in touch

See ya !