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Trouble, contentment, trouble, resolution, happiness, change, movement.

Things have been crazy complex lately, leezard and I have been having some trouble, but I think we're finally on our way to resolution of said problems.... We both need to make some adjustments and it's gonna be hard, but I've decided that I can't give up easily something that has changed me so much. In the past year I've pulled a complete 180 from who I was before... though there are times when parts of my old self do still come back.... it's hard to leave all that completely behind me. But I'm trying (Liz knows what I am talking about here!). I've made plenty of mistakes in the past, but I want to work hard at this and make it all work out.... I know there has never been anyone who has made me this happy for this long ever before and I love her too much to lose that.... *ramble* I miss talking to people here... been too busy to lately, but school is out now so I have a little bit more free time, so hopefully I can make friends again, even though no one ever seems to like me :-P

Take it easy guys.