Thank you to everyone who expressed their concern for me.
I am doing much better now. After a long night of thinking I came to the realization I can no longer have a relationship with my mother if she is with her husband. Too much damage has happened and I can't clean up the messes anymore. I am here for her if she wants to...
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I am doing much better now. After a long night of thinking I came to the realization I can no longer have a relationship with my mother if she is with her husband. Too much damage has happened and I can't clean up the messes anymore. I am here for her if she wants to...
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cunninglinquist:
thanks for the birthday wishes, and your can bitch, cry or come up with the solution to male pattern baldness, just be yourself and we will always love you
defcat:
You like that? I got some more where that came from. ajfajflasfasjf. Oh yeah!

Today has been one of the most painful days of my life.
I can't understand how some people can be so mean. Just when you think they are gone or done the worst possible. They come back at you for another round.
I cut this person out of my life when I was 16 after years of hurt. Sadly my mom is married to this...
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I can't understand how some people can be so mean. Just when you think they are gone or done the worst possible. They come back at you for another round.
I cut this person out of my life when I was 16 after years of hurt. Sadly my mom is married to this...
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strongmad:
Want me to kick his ass? I'm close by and strong and mad.

fenris23:
I really want to give you a hug right now.

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doublec:
how flippin adorable!!!!! awwww
btw, still no word...hmmm...

btw, still no word...hmmm...
monkeypox:
im not exactly sure when i would have time for cemeteries, but that sounds cool. ive been working alot (not that im complaining) cuz ive got to save up for the next few months. you know how that goes!
and as far as being great, i think what poeple are talking about is that its great im never around. just ask
Kara and Volks
and as far as being great, i think what poeple are talking about is that its great im never around. just ask
Kara and Volks

I had a very strange thing happen to me today.
I was out with my friends little sister Morgan who is 17. We were walking down Broadway on Capitol Hill and Morgan turns to me and says " Wow people must think we are lesbians, look how we are dressed." She was right we both had work out/sporty clothes on. Not two minutes later I...
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I was out with my friends little sister Morgan who is 17. We were walking down Broadway on Capitol Hill and Morgan turns to me and says " Wow people must think we are lesbians, look how we are dressed." She was right we both had work out/sporty clothes on. Not two minutes later I...
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defcat:
Damn, I'm gettin all hot and bothered in here. I'm gonna go take a cold shower now.

Alright enough is enough. It's time for me to start my journey. For so long I have thought I am tied down but I'm really not. It's time for me to start traveling. I have been checking out STA to figure out where to go and what to do. I wanna go big.
India
Nepaul
Every possible country in Europe
Brazil
Costa Rica
Argentina
Anyone...
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India
Nepaul
Every possible country in Europe
Brazil
Costa Rica
Argentina
Anyone...
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geraldine:
Definitely, definitely, visit Portugal, Italy (Venice!), Amsterdam, England, Scotland and Ireland! (I haven't been to Scotland or Ireland yet, but that's next)
How exciting!
Do you plan on backpacking, or going with a tour?
Any news on the set?

How exciting!
Do you plan on backpacking, or going with a tour?
Any news on the set?

defcat:
Costa Rica, Puerto Rico, Australia, Alaska, Panama, Russia, Dominican Republic, Mexico, British Columbia. I've been on a tour for the last five years. Unfortunatley it was for work.
It's always cool to look back over the years and see all the places you've been and the people you've met. Good luck wherever you go.



I got a busy weekend coming my way.
Friday: I work until 5, than go over to one of my kids houses for awhile. Come home pack, and get ready for Saturday.
Saturday: Kara and I are going on a little road trip to do some top secret stuff.
Sunday: Easter, Jesus died for my sins blah blah so I eat chocolate and ham.
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Friday: I work until 5, than go over to one of my kids houses for awhile. Come home pack, and get ready for Saturday.
Saturday: Kara and I are going on a little road trip to do some top secret stuff.

Sunday: Easter, Jesus died for my sins blah blah so I eat chocolate and ham.
Start...
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ryan:
oh oh mermaid oh oh has sent you a message!
haha...
it was lovely to get to meet you finally already!!!
my eyes are just naturally that sparkely.
you are too cute for words!!
haha...
it was lovely to get to meet you finally already!!!
my eyes are just naturally that sparkely.
you are too cute for words!!

lottie:
Everything went great! and thanks for asking... too bad you couldn't have stayed longer... Great to meet you and I can't wait to see the fruits of your top secret mission!

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monkeypox:
thats very sweet, but im fairly sure you must be on some sort of halloucenegics to think that. and you must be careful what you wish for. ive been in a van for a very long time...

jena:
holy, that's rad. and you're positive of everything?
I went to the doctor today since I have been sick since Thursday and not getting any better. They were concerned I had pneumonia. My doctor's nurse asked me to take off my sweater so she could check my blood pressure. Under my sweater I was wearing a tank top that has a built in bra. Once I took my top off she yelled out...
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obijonk:
glad to know doctors are still really helpful...
andreastesfaye:
you....boobs....goood.....get better soon Andreas
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scorpio_:
Yeah, well....you know how it goes.
Besides, last time it was only three months into my membership...now that it's been a year, I'm thinking I'm ready to move on. But I still have a few months yet. Maybe I'll change my mind by then.



freakchef:
Ok I know its been a while but as ya know things been busy and whatnot!
So I was wondering if you can make it up here for me Bday?
My 30th Bday party
You would be highly welcome to come
So I was wondering if you can make it up here for me Bday?
My 30th Bday party
You would be highly welcome to come

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jena:
oooooooh i LOVE the new pic!!! glamour girl!!!

mrdeity:
Rocky Road is one of my favs.