Sorry about my last entry. It still does hurt. I don't know after tonight if I am better or worse. I thought talking things out to get a better idea what happened would help me. I just feel numb and unwanted. Sorry for the really sad depressing journal. I don't want to be a downer but it's the only thing I can talk about right now. It's consuming me. 
All I can say about that whole relationship is "Never go for anyone who doesn't like Johnny Cash."
All I can say about that whole relationship is "Never go for anyone who doesn't like Johnny Cash."
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Honey i know that it won't make much sence to you now but trust me and my 15 some odd years of dating when i tell you that "It allways works out as it should!!!"
I can't tell you how many sleepness nights i've spent crying over the loss of another "Should of been" but sitting here now at 34yo and looking back on it all I realise that everyone of those moments were just preparing me for the Guy who Actualy Deserves it all.
My Love is speical and sacrid Only it took me many a broken heart to actualy realise just how much that is worth to me.
Now it Doesent make it any better for you but know that there truly is Someone for everyone but as long as you hold on the the "Should of beens" your only Prolonging the "Suppose to be's" Have faith honey for he's out there just waiting to meet an awsome girl like you
[Edited on May 31, 2004 7:39PM]