It's nice being anonymous sometimes so you can talk more freely or I wouldn't be asking this but, I went through depression for 6 years with being put on 5150 many times and it stopped immediately when I got my first job. It's been a little over 2 years without having a day in the dark but recently it has started to haunt my thoughts once again and each day is getting harder and harder. Whoever, if anyone reads this have you or do you currently go through this dark way of thinking feeling completely empty, worthless and hopeless, not really getting why life is worth living and just wanting the pain to go away, if so what do you do to get through it? I wouldn't be asking if I hadn't found my first job, beating depression literally seems impossible til it's actually happens, so that's really my only window at this point is that I've gotten through it before but I'd likely not be here today if it wasn't for me getting that simple pathetic job, I'm just trying to see what anyone else's experience has been, it's the hardest thing for me so hope that there are different perspectives than my own, I'd like to hear them, thanks
