onisean

look two updates in one week i'm doing better. so i get home from work last night and check my email and i have a message from someone on Friendster. it turns out to be my Ex girlfriend that i just broke up with about a year ago. in the email she tells me how she is doing and goes into the "i'm sorry" part of the email. i won't go into detail on what she did when we were seeing eachother but towards the end it wasn't good. in the begining things were good really good. we feel in love and things were nice. then her grandmother died of cancer. her grandmother had raised her and was more like a mom then her granny. so after that she went a bit crazy. and then shit went down hill from then she blamed me for keeping for away from her grandmother when she was dying. even when i always told her to go spent more time with her. she would say "no but i want to be with you i'll go later" but after she died it turned into "you kept me from my granny!" even after i pointed out to her what i used to say she still blamed me she blamed me for alot of other things too. i understand the stress of someone close to you dying and i don't fault her for how she acted . wel i used to but not anymore. when it was happening i was hurt and confused. i didn't understand how to take it all in. but the email she send she said she was sorry for all that had happened and she has changed alot. now i'm stuck with what to do. part of me wants to belive that she has changed and isn't going to go psycho on me again. but then the other part remember how much she hurt me and i don't want to go though that again. i know i'll write her an email back. but nt sure what i'm going to put in it. will it be hate filled and "stay the fuck away from me" or filled with understanding and all that good stuff. so confused. well girls any advice would be nice. my friend that i have talked to about it all say diffirent stuff. just wanted to hear what other people have to say. well hope you guys have a nice days. now back to work (aka being on this site and kind of working)