onie

yesterday i spent a few hours looking at pix of emo boys kissing.. um.. now that ive said that.. holy shit.. ummm.. so yum..



now im going to have to say this next one is one of my favorites.. just look the guy in front... pure bliss!!



and below is another one of my favorites



so.. those are pix of one of the many things that makes me happy.
now.. if i can arrange for two french speaking emo boys to make out my life will be so much better.

last night me, hez and UltimateLewser went to a benifits show. .. all local artist and all the profits when to a battered womens shelter. all the bands were amazing.
so around 1 am we left The Earl and me and hez went to My Sisters Room .. i should say last time we went it was all wife beaters, buzz cuts and bandanas and yes ... we were scared.. i hate to say that.. but its true.. butchies scare me.. okay.. so anyways.. there were tons of amazingly beautiful girls there.. and i danced for 3 hours straight.. well.. till the place shut down. .. which sucked cause i coulda danced all night. um.. omg.. there was this girl there whom reminded me of shane from the L word.. which i should say she is really scary in like .. the first 10 episodes but gets hotter as time passes... well anyways.. this girl was still kinda femme but was wearing dickies and a black tie.. let me state she didnt look like a complete sack of shit like Averal (sp?) .. um.. she had on big silver fake eyelashes.. um.. seriously hot... so i think it will be new ritual to try to go there every friday.. and omg.. there was this adorable geeky boy dancing there.. i was like "hez.. we should steal him" so she grabs him and yanks him over... so we danced and it was so much fun.. allow me to create a visual.. brown plaid pants, vintage t-shirt.. danced like he was on acid.. alllllll over the place.. so cute. then for the last song he slow danced with this other cute guy.. i was like.... "oh shit" <droooool>.
aftre that we hit up R.Thomas.. umm.. yum. anyone who hasnt been just let me know.. ill go there with you.
i finally got in around 5.30 am and talked to Ben ('B' derr..) for a while.. then passed out after 7.
so the party wont be here.. i just found out cause Van didnt get my messages saying i had a sitter... .. oh well.. at least its still on. it was so amaaing to be able to stay out all night.. and knowing my husband and son arent waiting up for me.. its a nice break altho i miss Ethan so badly.. its nice for him and theocean to spend some time together. Ethan hasnt seen theocean much in the past few days so im sure hes loving having some quality daddy time.
it is safe to say i will totally miss .. ugh.. nevermind.. not getting into it today. today is a weekend and its my weekend.
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Onie

p.s. .. heres something else that makes me happy


and let me add i am sooo hot for this woman


also hot but not as much as the one before


um.. more later..
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