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for someone who always says he wants things to just be simple for once, i sure crave some chaos in my life.

i've got some hard choices to make in the coming days, for sure.

wish me luck, everyone...

"don't look back. something might be gaining on you."
-satchel paige

i've realized i'm in love with someone.

unfortunately, it isn't the girl i'm with at the moment: rather, its my current best friend(and she's also my ex- yes, i know this can only end badly ).

there's no easy way to handle this situation and it may get a lot worse before it gets better...it's a shitty thing to happen the week before valentine's day....
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tonight i had the spiciest kung pow chicken i have eaten in my life. it was good, but i'm paying for it now. my chest is on fire.

damn, i'm getting old.

pretty soon i'll be carrying a roll of tums in my pocket for no god damned reason and wearing bad golf outfits, then driving too slow in the left hand lane with my...
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who wants a moustache ride?!?

*ahem*

er, sorry. i was watching super troopers today and didn't have much else to say.

the burlesque show on tuesday was great, just insanely crowded. good thing i'm freakishly tall

i know i've responded to the other members i met, but it was nice to put a person with the name. another meet-up for jax members is definitely a...
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got my burlesque show ticket today. i'm both hyped and anxious.

things are going pretty well at the moment. i get a bit moody from time to time, but i have to say that life is still good. i can complain, but shouldn't and won't.

i really want to get back into playing paintball. it's just about the only way i ever got really active...
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this has been one of those stretches where each day tends to blur into the next.

nothing worth noting is going on. life is happening all around me, but its pretty much a SSDD situation at the moment.

i did a bit of thinking and i've realized that this is how i've approached the majority of my life. i honestly have very few vivid memories...
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i still can't figure out how at times i can be so tired, yet unable to sleep. life is fine. i should be untroubled, at peace.

but i'm not...

i don't get it.

if everything is going seemingly well, why am i so sad?

life is semi-good.

i'm still hanging out with the girl. this time i'm taking it uber-slow. i explained why(a mistake, i'm sure), but she said it's cool, she hadn't thought it strange or that i didn't like her and that it's good to go as slow as i want.

one less thing to worry about.