onesecondmore

for some reason, i've been in a permanent cringe for the last couple days. i dunno what's causing me to feel so uneasy.

i hope this feeling goes away soon. life really isn't so bad, and i know it.

i've not been around much lately. i'm not really sure why, i've just been spending time doing other stuff.

things are ok, i guess.

i'll get around to saying hi to everybody later. i'm not feeling too hot at the moment.

not much is going on in my life lately. my birthday was good. i took a few days off. i spent time with the folks most important to me- my family, the girl i'm seeing, and one of my best friends.

i've really spent more time lately with her than the girl. maybe that's a no-no. i just feel better when i'm around her. i...
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song of the day:

logan's run by bad astronaut

"i was raised in a tragedy by slaves
where kids are drug addicts
or they are bored and lazy
still i return to my home town
and it's just like going to a funeral

and all of them are dying
in love with paradise
idle conversation makes them wise

did you hear the one about greg...
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this hasn't exactly been a good week for anyone who has ever dated me.

one of my exes got diagnosed with cervical cancer. she'll be ok, but it's still unsettling. she's not even 21 'til tomorrow.

another one totaled her car friday night, hit by a guy running a red light with no license nor insurance. she also is ok, but sore.

my current girl...
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sometimes it's really tough being good friends with an ex.

i guess i should be flattered that she thinks so much of me to want me around even though we aren't together anymore, but sometimes i think i'm just there for her to annoy or bum free shit from. in her defense, she pays for lunches or dinners and other stuff too, but i get...
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exactly two weeks til i am officially pushing thirty.

i wonder what the next 29 years will be like. hopefully better than the last, no?

i've not updated in a bit. there really isn't much going on.

life just...is...at the moment.

today was really nice; what i saw of it from the office, anyway.

i had a good day at work, which is a rarity. hopefully things are on an upward trend in that respect.

with the girl, things are ok, i guess. we seem to just hang out and...
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just when you think you completely know someone, they surprise you. most of the time, it's in a good way.

this, if nothing else, is what gets me out of bed most mornings. i don't want to miss anything new or surprizing.

this optimism is both a blessing and a curse, however. all too often i end the day in disappointment.

i guess its a...
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ok. here's the situation.

girl #1- had a long talk with her about whether our friendship should continue or we should get back together. no dice. she met some guy recently. no big deal now, but i vented for a bit.

girl #2- i'm still probably going to break things off. i just don't see anything much coming out of it. i think that at...
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