i swear to christ, i am my own worst enemy.
i should be at the girl's right now.
i didn't go:
1. it was late and all i wanted to do at the time was just go to sleep, and i know theres no way that's happening if i go over there.
2. for some reason, i've not been too keen about staying over. something just hasn't been feeling right.
3. for some sick reason, i've been unable to stop thinking about a couple exes and it's really starting to piss me off and fuck me up. these are girls i should want no more to do with. i don't know why i'm getting these 'grass was greener' thoughts.
i feel like a total heel over it all, and it isn't as if i can really talk to any of the parties involved about it. that would certainly not improve the mess i'm in.
why are some people, no matter how rotten, damned near impossible to get over?
i should be at the girl's right now.
i didn't go:
1. it was late and all i wanted to do at the time was just go to sleep, and i know theres no way that's happening if i go over there.
2. for some reason, i've not been too keen about staying over. something just hasn't been feeling right.
3. for some sick reason, i've been unable to stop thinking about a couple exes and it's really starting to piss me off and fuck me up. these are girls i should want no more to do with. i don't know why i'm getting these 'grass was greener' thoughts.
i feel like a total heel over it all, and it isn't as if i can really talk to any of the parties involved about it. that would certainly not improve the mess i'm in.
why are some people, no matter how rotten, damned near impossible to get over?