things are looking up lately.
at work, it still sucks- but it's becoming less a situation where my managers nit-pick to find shit for which to write me up and eventually get rid of me and more where they are making efforts to retain me and help me become a better salesperson.
still, i need to get my ass in gear, use the tuition reimbursement offered and finish my degree, thus ensuring i can get out of there and not worry about getting comparable pay or, at worst, move up and out of the sales floor.
on a personal front, my relationship is in limbo. i've seen her a grand total of twice since the end of march. however, she works in accounting and it is tax season so she's pulling late hours and weekends at the office. i'm not stressing too much.
i've lost 22 lbs. in the last 6 weeks. best thing is, i've had to make only minor (safe)changes in my habits to do so. only 50 lbs. or so more 'til i get to a weight i think would be comfortable and then i'll taper off.
i think it's high time i addressed my health and self-image woes. i think the monetary hit for new clothes will be well worth feeling better about myself and not worrying folks over my well-being.
plus, i figure i can't really do anything about going bald, so this is the one thing i can do to change how i look and as a result feel more attractive, confident, etc.
yeah, i know. it's not looks that matter, it's what's inside. this is true. the people who love me do so for who i am, how i treat them. i know this.
i'm doing this for me. i figure if this is the most selfish thing i'm doing in my life, i'm doing pretty well.
if it keeps being this easy, the only thing i'll have to be angry about is not doing this sooner.
at work, it still sucks- but it's becoming less a situation where my managers nit-pick to find shit for which to write me up and eventually get rid of me and more where they are making efforts to retain me and help me become a better salesperson.
still, i need to get my ass in gear, use the tuition reimbursement offered and finish my degree, thus ensuring i can get out of there and not worry about getting comparable pay or, at worst, move up and out of the sales floor.
on a personal front, my relationship is in limbo. i've seen her a grand total of twice since the end of march. however, she works in accounting and it is tax season so she's pulling late hours and weekends at the office. i'm not stressing too much.
i've lost 22 lbs. in the last 6 weeks. best thing is, i've had to make only minor (safe)changes in my habits to do so. only 50 lbs. or so more 'til i get to a weight i think would be comfortable and then i'll taper off.
i think it's high time i addressed my health and self-image woes. i think the monetary hit for new clothes will be well worth feeling better about myself and not worrying folks over my well-being.
plus, i figure i can't really do anything about going bald, so this is the one thing i can do to change how i look and as a result feel more attractive, confident, etc.
yeah, i know. it's not looks that matter, it's what's inside. this is true. the people who love me do so for who i am, how i treat them. i know this.
i'm doing this for me. i figure if this is the most selfish thing i'm doing in my life, i'm doing pretty well.
if it keeps being this easy, the only thing i'll have to be angry about is not doing this sooner.