sometimes it's really tough being good friends with an ex.
i guess i should be flattered that she thinks so much of me to want me around even though we aren't together anymore, but sometimes i think i'm just there for her to annoy or bum free shit from. in her defense, she pays for lunches or dinners and other stuff too, but i get asked for a lot of stuff that it's inappropriate for me as a friend- and especially as an ex- to buy for her as well. sometimes she's serious. other times, i know she's not.
still- to me, its a very thin line. i could just be paranoid or jealous of the new guy or something. then again, i may be right and she's trying to use me a bit.
why are people so fucked up? it really should be easier than this to put trust in someone. too bad those who aren't sincere fuck things up for everyone else. one can't be too careful these days.
i guess i should be flattered that she thinks so much of me to want me around even though we aren't together anymore, but sometimes i think i'm just there for her to annoy or bum free shit from. in her defense, she pays for lunches or dinners and other stuff too, but i get asked for a lot of stuff that it's inappropriate for me as a friend- and especially as an ex- to buy for her as well. sometimes she's serious. other times, i know she's not.
still- to me, its a very thin line. i could just be paranoid or jealous of the new guy or something. then again, i may be right and she's trying to use me a bit.
why are people so fucked up? it really should be easier than this to put trust in someone. too bad those who aren't sincere fuck things up for everyone else. one can't be too careful these days.