i've not much to say. life is pretty much a broken record this week, and i've just been going through the motions and keeping up appearances.
i agreed to meet the girl my mom wants to set me up with. i figure, what the hell?
there's no use waiting anymore for someone who doesn't want to come back to me, or at least doesn't want to admit she does. but god forbid i shouldn't have time to hang out with her when she wants to see me. friendship with the ex is weird, but it is what it is, i guess.
it's time to move on from the romantic feelings for her though. who knows- maybe i'll hit it off with the fix-up. at the worst, i'll get used to being out with someone new again.
i agreed to meet the girl my mom wants to set me up with. i figure, what the hell?
there's no use waiting anymore for someone who doesn't want to come back to me, or at least doesn't want to admit she does. but god forbid i shouldn't have time to hang out with her when she wants to see me. friendship with the ex is weird, but it is what it is, i guess.
it's time to move on from the romantic feelings for her though. who knows- maybe i'll hit it off with the fix-up. at the worst, i'll get used to being out with someone new again.
vivadeath:
There is nothing harder than trying to be friends with someone you once loved. You go through all the post-breakup motions of "lets still remain friends", but it seems like doing that is even harder to deal with than the breakup it's self. It really is hard to be around someone knowing that you were once consumed by your love for them and now it is all gone. It is even harder when they know it, but dont seem to care.