another week down.
im thankful to have this weekend off. i need to do some holiday shopping though. i may wish i was back at the office after running the gauntlet shopping tomorrow.
my mom has been trying to set me up with someone she works with. i suppose it wouldn't hurt to meet her, but my mom has absolutely no idea what i'm looking for in someone else(nor do i exactly, but i have a short wish list).
all i do know is that the one person who was the most perfect for me i can't have anymore. at least i don't think so. we've regressed into friendship and i think that's where it's gonna stay. i just wish i had realized sooner how good we had it as a couple.
on one hand i think i should move on, but on the other are the "what if's". i realize that's all they are, but it's so tough to let go of those feelings. reality is a sonuvabitch.
im thankful to have this weekend off. i need to do some holiday shopping though. i may wish i was back at the office after running the gauntlet shopping tomorrow.
my mom has been trying to set me up with someone she works with. i suppose it wouldn't hurt to meet her, but my mom has absolutely no idea what i'm looking for in someone else(nor do i exactly, but i have a short wish list).
all i do know is that the one person who was the most perfect for me i can't have anymore. at least i don't think so. we've regressed into friendship and i think that's where it's gonna stay. i just wish i had realized sooner how good we had it as a couple.
on one hand i think i should move on, but on the other are the "what if's". i realize that's all they are, but it's so tough to let go of those feelings. reality is a sonuvabitch.