onesecondmore

i'm in a rut.

for the majority of the last couple months i've just been going through the motions. every now and then i step out and do something different, but it's mostly ssdd.

i'm tired of coasting- merely existing, not really living. i need a good way to shake things up, re-charge. i feel like a zombie most of the time.

i'll be taking some vacation time in january. i just hope i can hold out that long. til then i need to find a little trouble to get into.

*sigh* i dunno where to begin, though. im such a square, really.