Too much is obviously on my mind... I didn't sleep last night and looks like I won't tonight either... Unfortunately I'm not serving king and country, nor am I out "having fun." I forgot how to have fun I believe. I was a no half measures trooper a decade ago and now I feel all broken in my head and body. Well my head has always been twisted and such but my life is so Koyaanisqatsi and time stops for no man. It really doesn't matter how hard things have been, or how hard they get.. I can't and won't stop moving forward. It is bizarre to me that people are now cyborgs and hashtags and shrunken digital ghosts in the machine.. Myself included. Reduced capacity to communicate verbally and a serious lack of not only common sense but overall intelligence is making most of us less than human. So to anyone that reads this take my advice and get off this machine once in a while. Go as far away from your comfort zone as possible and do it... It doesn't matter what... just go.... fight, f**k, get high, travel the world, whatever... just go MAKE a life. Also I recommend that you do all this without the aid of and screens... no computers, no smartphones, no tv or film.. nothing... Soon all of you too will feel it slipping away... Thrown away rag dolls and toy soldiers is sooner than you know it. So .. Create or destroy, I don't care.. but MAKE yourself a human becoming and not just a human being because we all die. carpe diem.
