onek1nd_sator

I wish i was having half as much FUN right now as some of you are! Even though finance seems to be the common problem here, how funny!

Running your own business is very hard, especially in the fashion industry and especially at this time of the year. I cant complain though business has been a lot better, even though my to do list is ridiculously long.

I wish i was born into a well to do family, so i could enjoy my youth rather than having to work like a dog!

Need to stay positive! I do it so i can control my own destiny!

One question that has been bothering me is why did i join the SG community?

I'm not a goth or a punk and others may disagree but i dont see myself as a pin up

So why did i join? May be i wanted to reach out to others who like me are different in some way or may be Alt Culture is in fashion right now, who the hell KNOWS!

As the nights go by i start to realise more that in here is just like out there, its who you know not what you know! The language, the lifestyle, wow! i just wanted to meet new people and broaden my horizons but its proving harder than i thought.

Maybe its not them maybe its me, maybe i need to bring more to the table, it is a reality check as i thought that i was an interesting person! But in reality the WORLD is BIGGER than I!!

Sigh..Sigh..even longer sigh...
How do i turn my life around, how do i change my mind set? I think i take in too much of whats going on around me, thus making me NEGATIVE.

I wasn't always like this you know, i was once full of enthusiasm, motivation and conversation...But these streets wont let me be myself!

(please add comments responsibly, i am human also)

Tis, the season to be JOLLY!