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oneirogen

Pittsburgh, Pa

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Tuesday Nov 03, 2009

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So. Not much new. Work is a roller coaster. A scary roller coaster. I have been bitching about it a ton so I need to cut that. I don't like people that complain all the time and I have started doing that with my job. I did get my first crackhead mother. I have had heroin, alcohol, pills, all that but just got my first crackhead.
Here is an interesting and sad fact: if a woman is pregnant and she tests positive for drugs, we can't do anything. Once the baby is born and is positive for drugs, then we can step in. Crazy. A mom tests positive for heroin while pregnant and we wait. Once the kid tests positive we step in after the kid detoxes. That is the shit that really bugs me about my job.

Still looking for work in Germany. Now I am weighing whether to try and find a federal job in the states or go back to contacting if the Germany thing looks like it won't work out. There is a job in Columbia, SC that would be great for me. I am just not sure that is what I want. I am also not convinced I want to go back to contracting. So I am banging that around in my head. There are some jobs in Oregon also. I would rather live in Oregon that SC any day. Got to figure it out.

I have not gone out in a while, like a good month. I just don't have the cash. It is making an already lonely life even lonelier. I have no social life, I mean none. My social life is going to the comic book shop and bullshitting with my buddy.

I have sort of been riding. Not riding enough in my mind. I went up to the Laurel Highlands 2 weeks ago with 3 of my friends who are faster and fitter than me, we rode for almost 5 hours and they absolutely handed me my ass. They usually are faster, but not that much. Shows my lack of training.

All right. Not much else to say at this point. I have a ton on my mind and not sure what path to take. Either way I need to get out of this job. It is to much work for to little money.
nikonphoto80:
I hope so to, but now there fighting and he feels like Im trying to tear them apart and that Im doing a good job of it, I feel bad, I never wanted to hurt anyone, I wasnt trying to break them up, maybe everyone would have been better off if they had just stayed in the dark, ignorance is bliss, I just dont know what to feel right now.

I was going to try to do all of that, thanks.

Everyone needs a place where they can get out all the bad things, it is better to do that hear then it is to keep it on the inside.

That is just fucking stupid, why would they want to wait, wouldnt it be better to start as soon as possible, I dont like that at all.

Well what is the job and why do you not know if you want to do it or not? Good luck, Im sure you will find a great job soon.

I have no social life either, at least you can go and talk to a friend, Im pretty much just talking to people on the internet.

At least you are ridding some, you will get back to it when you have more time.


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