First off:
Today is the Day. One of my favorite bands going. "For the Pain of Living" as they say. This is a wicked song from them. They have fit my mood here lately and are getting heavy rotation, bow down:
I am regretting my decision to stay until October. Oh well. What's done is done. I could leave but I am not built that way. So I am going to ride it out and hope that depression doesn't overwhelm me. I have to think of the money and the chance to go back to Sweden and go to Iceland upcoming. October just seems a long way off.
It could be worse and there is nothing specific that is bugging me, I just need a break from this place.
When I am having trouble motivating myself to ride there is a problem and that is happening now.
The cat we had at my office, that I referred to as "battle cat" was rescued. One of the guys I work with stays off base and took her to his place and is taking care of her. It was either that or she was going to get killed. I miss her but she is in better hands. I just hope she adapts. She was pretty much feral and turning into a house cat after being feral for 2 years might be rough. We shall see.
Not much else to say. Things just keep going on and on and on.
Today is the Day. One of my favorite bands going. "For the Pain of Living" as they say. This is a wicked song from them. They have fit my mood here lately and are getting heavy rotation, bow down:
I am regretting my decision to stay until October. Oh well. What's done is done. I could leave but I am not built that way. So I am going to ride it out and hope that depression doesn't overwhelm me. I have to think of the money and the chance to go back to Sweden and go to Iceland upcoming. October just seems a long way off.
It could be worse and there is nothing specific that is bugging me, I just need a break from this place.
When I am having trouble motivating myself to ride there is a problem and that is happening now.
The cat we had at my office, that I referred to as "battle cat" was rescued. One of the guys I work with stays off base and took her to his place and is taking care of her. It was either that or she was going to get killed. I miss her but she is in better hands. I just hope she adapts. She was pretty much feral and turning into a house cat after being feral for 2 years might be rough. We shall see.
Not much else to say. Things just keep going on and on and on.
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It really does suck, but the good thing is they think they have found a new place, but they were not done with all the official stuff so they couldn't say anything yet, I just hope it is as good of a place or better then the one it was in.
Well if some one starts talking to me about religion then I will talk to them about it, but I have some open minded friends and a lot of us have alternative beliefs so I know I can talk about that stuff with them and no one ever tries to change the others mind.
so all i have done today is just lay around and well i did go for a really long walk.