pay homage: Bully
I figure enough of putting pics of my new tattoo because it isn't so new anymore. Only a few people see it anyway, so bleh.
My job is eating me alive. It is so fucking mind numbing and ridiculous. I am so fucking ready to be done. My contract ends in April but I don't know that I will make it that long if things don't get better, and soon. I really need to make it to November when I finish my degree (finally) and then all bets are off.
I may say fuck it and go for the insanity of Afghanistan and do some shit there, convoy security or some shit. I haven't decided. I will see what comes my way. I plan to move to Germany but at this point wherever the wind takes me is where I go. I am also thinking of buying a few pieces of property: a cabin in Sweden, a plot of land and a small cabin/trailer in Montana. We will see. I would need to go to Afghanistan to do that.
I really don't think I will ever live in the states again. I am also looking at some property in Bulgaria, but who knows. A guy I work with got some early on and now that shit is blowing up. They are developing it and it is beachfront stuff. I don't know.
Either way I hate my job, my life is a pretty big joke and that is it.
I haven't been riding much because of work. I have another bike getting sent over here. It is something to last me a long time and to travel with. It is fucking sweet ass sweet.
I have gotten out a bit lately. Hitting Skopje a fair amount. It is strange to actually feel human for a change. I feel human when I am there.
I just started "Research and Statistics" and it is not going to be fun. That class is going to waste me.
Time to sleep.
I figure enough of putting pics of my new tattoo because it isn't so new anymore. Only a few people see it anyway, so bleh.
My job is eating me alive. It is so fucking mind numbing and ridiculous. I am so fucking ready to be done. My contract ends in April but I don't know that I will make it that long if things don't get better, and soon. I really need to make it to November when I finish my degree (finally) and then all bets are off.
I may say fuck it and go for the insanity of Afghanistan and do some shit there, convoy security or some shit. I haven't decided. I will see what comes my way. I plan to move to Germany but at this point wherever the wind takes me is where I go. I am also thinking of buying a few pieces of property: a cabin in Sweden, a plot of land and a small cabin/trailer in Montana. We will see. I would need to go to Afghanistan to do that.
I really don't think I will ever live in the states again. I am also looking at some property in Bulgaria, but who knows. A guy I work with got some early on and now that shit is blowing up. They are developing it and it is beachfront stuff. I don't know.
Either way I hate my job, my life is a pretty big joke and that is it.
I haven't been riding much because of work. I have another bike getting sent over here. It is something to last me a long time and to travel with. It is fucking sweet ass sweet.
I have gotten out a bit lately. Hitting Skopje a fair amount. It is strange to actually feel human for a change. I feel human when I am there.
I just started "Research and Statistics" and it is not going to be fun. That class is going to waste me.
Time to sleep.
What would you be doing in Afghanistan.
You must have a lot of money saved up if you can buy all of that land, I would love to own some land.
Why do you think you will never live in the states again? I would like to live some where else but I know that would kill my mom, she doesn't get to see me more then ever 2 months now as it is.
My life is pretty much always been a joke.
I don't think I could pass those classes.