Tired. Very tired. Hard days coming up. Lots going on. Going a month of roughly 13 hour days for work. Trying to ride, do school, German, read, lift, all that in limited time. Should be fun. Zombie time is what it is.
Depression comes in waves. Starting to get very unhappy with this contract. I signed it, so I will finish it, plus I need the money. I hate being fucking motivated by the dollar. But this is my ticket out, so I will take it. Endure shit for a better tomorrow.
No gods, No masters.
Want a new tattoo when I get to Germany next month. Gotta find quality studio/artist. Wish I could track down Slim who did my chest and calves, but trying to track down a guy in Berlin who you don't know his real name can be troubling, just a few people in that city.
Time for my head to hit the pillow.
Depression comes in waves. Starting to get very unhappy with this contract. I signed it, so I will finish it, plus I need the money. I hate being fucking motivated by the dollar. But this is my ticket out, so I will take it. Endure shit for a better tomorrow.
No gods, No masters.
Want a new tattoo when I get to Germany next month. Gotta find quality studio/artist. Wish I could track down Slim who did my chest and calves, but trying to track down a guy in Berlin who you don't know his real name can be troubling, just a few people in that city.
Time for my head to hit the pillow.