i got my account renewed.. yay! and im back in san antonio. after 3 long as shit flights with each posessing new levels of patience and loathing for me, i am back in san antonio.
so i guess everything is slowly returning back to normal, but i dont know if thats good or bad.
i feel like so much of me has changed since i first left for vermont, and now that i am back, i'm sort of toppling over trying to decide what is best to do.
as i was telling someone last night: you grab ahold of something you dont want to do and it starts to spin. while its spinning and spinning you dont have time to think about anything, but once the top faulters and falls down, you're left dizzy and disoriented. and in my case, unhappy.
so i guess everything is slowly returning back to normal, but i dont know if thats good or bad.
i feel like so much of me has changed since i first left for vermont, and now that i am back, i'm sort of toppling over trying to decide what is best to do.
as i was telling someone last night: you grab ahold of something you dont want to do and it starts to spin. while its spinning and spinning you dont have time to think about anything, but once the top faulters and falls down, you're left dizzy and disoriented. and in my case, unhappy.