oneamongthelost

Damnit, I just got turned down by American Express, I can't apply for Discover, I don't make enough, so I have Visa through my bank, and I applied to Chase. I might have applied to Master Card too.

Joe, it would be a huge favor if you just returned the stupid DVD, or paid it off, whatever, cause this is your last week here, and...
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I haven't updated in a while, cause I just haven't had the time/felt like it.

Life is busy, not necessarily in a good way though.

There are 3 things really keeping me on SG right now, my friends/the peeps who read/reply to my journal, the SG fantasy baseball league I'm in, and hoping to win, and last, but not least, Texas.

Oh, and Texas, if...
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I dunno, I really have nothing to say.
Work is unrewarding, my car is suffering, and I can do nothing.

Ummm, new day, another dollar, another day wasted for less than I deserve, another group of people who would rather yell, than try to understand things.

I wish I could undo the SG favs.
I want to start over, and actually talk to some of the girls, and make friends, and then pick favs.
Maybe I shouldn't even be here, I have the greatest gf, who goes to hell and back for me.
I dunno, I'm in a lot of pain right now, I'll try and talk more sense later.

I will make something...
for lunch
out of my car
out of myself
out of my life...

I will prove people wrong who will most likely never see this post.
I am going somewhere, not holding anyone back, and I feel I am the right person for you Melissa.
I'm not going to say the same old corny line, but I never have felt more...
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I dunno, I'm in such a weird mood.
I actually found myself in the mindset that I could go and do a set to submit to the suicideboys group. I've never been so comfortable with my body before.
On the other hand, I'm losing interest in the internet, even my fantasy sports teams are losing interest, though mostly through lousy timing on great players retiring/going...
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Well, yeah, my body won't let me really drink anything, which is actually a really good thing.
Not too much to say so I'll post some quotes:

"You can do what you have to do, and sometimes you can do it even better than you think you can." ~Jimmy Carter

"Of all earthly music, that which reaches farthest into heaven is the beating of a...
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Ok, someone wants to hear about my v-day, so:

Ok, arrived in PA, we met up and went to the area where she used to do crew, and we walked to the Philly museum of Art, such an amazing place, plenty of our fav. artist, Claude Monet too!! the view is from the Rocky movie, into the city.
Then we had her picnic lunch, all...
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Not really updating, I just thought I'd piss off the one person who actually reads my rants,lol.
Oh, and tonight, after I do my thing, I am getting drunk, WOOT!!