Fucking Livejournal.
A few of my friends have these accounts which are filled with loving friends and missing being loved. These are my emo friends.
I really don't know what to do about these people. I met them at a time of my life where I was fairly mixed up socially. I had all this pent up idioticy and immaturity that needed to be released, and did so many a time (which led to a lot of embarrasing moments when reflecting on it). I honestly can say I was niave to what the world could offer socially.
Now I'm at what feels like a totally different point in my life. I just don't match up with them on a lot of things, which probably has led to alot of them considering me a marginal aquantence. I consider them good people, it's just I can do a sing-and-dance act to keep them interested. They don't usually talk to me directly about anything anymore, and alot of times I just talk past people. Some guy will tell his adventurous trip to Krispy Kreme and I'll ask him how long it takes to get there from where he lives. It's gotten so bad that half the time they actually ignore me. Once that starts to happen, I feel like I should start packing my bags, because at that point neither of us is getting anything out of being around each others company.
But my problem with that is that because these are the people that i mainly associate myself with, it's really hard to talk to new people. I mean I sit with them at lunch every day to the point where i feel like i'm somehow betraying them if I don't. All I'm saying is that in these situations it's hard to move on.
So I don't know what to do, even though i know what i should do. (Advice Anyone?)
There's more I'd like to say, but quite honestly, I'm just not in the mood. and there's too much to say really.
A few of my friends have these accounts which are filled with loving friends and missing being loved. These are my emo friends.
I really don't know what to do about these people. I met them at a time of my life where I was fairly mixed up socially. I had all this pent up idioticy and immaturity that needed to be released, and did so many a time (which led to a lot of embarrasing moments when reflecting on it). I honestly can say I was niave to what the world could offer socially.
Now I'm at what feels like a totally different point in my life. I just don't match up with them on a lot of things, which probably has led to alot of them considering me a marginal aquantence. I consider them good people, it's just I can do a sing-and-dance act to keep them interested. They don't usually talk to me directly about anything anymore, and alot of times I just talk past people. Some guy will tell his adventurous trip to Krispy Kreme and I'll ask him how long it takes to get there from where he lives. It's gotten so bad that half the time they actually ignore me. Once that starts to happen, I feel like I should start packing my bags, because at that point neither of us is getting anything out of being around each others company.
But my problem with that is that because these are the people that i mainly associate myself with, it's really hard to talk to new people. I mean I sit with them at lunch every day to the point where i feel like i'm somehow betraying them if I don't. All I'm saying is that in these situations it's hard to move on.
So I don't know what to do, even though i know what i should do. (Advice Anyone?)
There's more I'd like to say, but quite honestly, I'm just not in the mood. and there's too much to say really.
missprint:
Hey, I didn't say that it works both ways. You can look dull and still be dull 
I attempted to clear that up in my journal and just ended up deleting it. I don't think there is anything wrong with having your own style and expressing yourself. I just feel that some people spend more time cltivating a bohemian/unbathed artist look then they actually spend creating art and educating themselves. If you've walked around the risd campus you know exactly what I mean.
I attempted to clear that up in my journal and just ended up deleting it. I don't think there is anything wrong with having your own style and expressing yourself. I just feel that some people spend more time cltivating a bohemian/unbathed artist look then they actually spend creating art and educating themselves. If you've walked around the risd campus you know exactly what I mean.
missprint:
PS LJ sucks. I've never had one of those, but I know people who do and they are always writing crap about other people in them, and then feelings get hurt and drama ensues. LAME! I'm sure the same thing happens here all the time too.