one_good_eye7723

I'm going to exit this site stage right fairly soon, it's been kinda of good times. All the people lurking on my journal without me knowing and all. I don't really care, my life is an open book for all to read. Even the dirty side, cuz that seems to be all anyone is ever interested in. Gossip, gossip, gossip, gossip. Fuck gossipers, fuck people talking behind your back. Out of sight, out of mind? I don't think so. If you have something to say about somebody and can't say it to there face, maybe you shouldn't say it all...FUCKER. People who form opinions of you without even talking to you or meeting you. Knowing you just by the way you dress? Fuck that, Fuck you for conforming and anti-conforming cuz we all want just to fit in, but are so reluctant to let anyone in. To let anyone know that are love is selective, only given when it benefits the individual ie. you, me...us.

I don't want to look back, but i want to look around me. This place, these faces surround me. I feel free, yet caged in, as time stands still like the time i stopped a train with my outstretched hand, "DON'T FUCK WiTH A JEDi NiGHT BiTCH"/

I've grown another year older and i wonder if i'll be stuck with the same sins next year. Tired of spending money that's not mine. Out of debt? all in due time. When your only goal is trying to kill the day, with all the beauty trapped in a cage by a blind anger that's never seen the eternal light. All you had to do was go outside and breath in a little life...When you add up all your hiding days it equals a wasted life. The future never seemed to be important, till you reach it, then you wish it did, cuz today seems like yesterday and tomorrow will be like today...until you decide to change.