AUTOCHTHONOUS
I can feel my membership running out again, oh well nobody reads this but me. I believe in God but I think he has a good time laughing at me sometimes. Life seems like a really bad joke sometimes, then you look around and see how fucked up people really are and it's just completely fucked. It's like a battle to feel loved without wanting to be loved or love back; and like cattle we are all lead to the slaughter. Hurt and Change seem to go hand and hand both are good, but we avoid these "feelings" like the plague or a virgin. We fear change even if it is going to be for the better because we fear Pain. THe pain that a person is experiencing is far greater then it would be to deal with change, even though that road is a teenage wasteland. The fact of the matter is most people are running from feelings, running from themselves and dealing with who we are and what we have done. Denial you can deny all you want, but when you come down you are still you and you got to deal, but how many do? Life just seems like so many people want to escape it, but nobody wants to actually die even if they feel like they want to. We have been robbed by only God knows what of life, we are robbed daily and life is cheapend and taken away from us. It's like how the decepticons and autobots had to fight over engeron cubes. All of your engery is being stolen to feed someones or possibly somethings need or vice.
I can feel my membership running out again, oh well nobody reads this but me. I believe in God but I think he has a good time laughing at me sometimes. Life seems like a really bad joke sometimes, then you look around and see how fucked up people really are and it's just completely fucked. It's like a battle to feel loved without wanting to be loved or love back; and like cattle we are all lead to the slaughter. Hurt and Change seem to go hand and hand both are good, but we avoid these "feelings" like the plague or a virgin. We fear change even if it is going to be for the better because we fear Pain. THe pain that a person is experiencing is far greater then it would be to deal with change, even though that road is a teenage wasteland. The fact of the matter is most people are running from feelings, running from themselves and dealing with who we are and what we have done. Denial you can deny all you want, but when you come down you are still you and you got to deal, but how many do? Life just seems like so many people want to escape it, but nobody wants to actually die even if they feel like they want to. We have been robbed by only God knows what of life, we are robbed daily and life is cheapend and taken away from us. It's like how the decepticons and autobots had to fight over engeron cubes. All of your engery is being stolen to feed someones or possibly somethings need or vice.
lunna:
Wow, that was a great entry! I agree sometimes I look at people and realize that all of us really want the same things out of life and that the way some people act to go about things and wow..you got me really thinking. Anyhow, I am back with internet again and missed you!
