oncebeautiful

I fucking hate having my computer off line for the last two weeks. It'll probably turn into three or four though...Depends on how long it takes me to get back out to visit the parents. I'm wishing I had some wine....I'm also wishing I had someone to keep me company....But my dreams will do that soon enough whenever I head to bed. I'm really not sure why I'm even typing this. But I realized that I spend far too much time with my friend Boone...He told me about an old friend of his and I'm going crazy for a 34 year old that I have no idea of what she looks like except from what he tells me...Fairly sad.