i wish someone would just put me out of my misery. this last week was one of the worst ever . work was horrible. long hot days filled with an extra scoop of bullshit and hours of being held accountable for other idiots and their inabilities to do simple things on their own. out of work-- not much better. my girl broke up with me for reasons i dont understand. apparently shes just not in the right place to continue with a relationship-- this 3 months in. the way she put it was " you know when you love chocolate cake? well you're an amazing piece of chocolate ccake but im just not in the mood for chocolate cake right now. i need to work on me, be able to do things for myself and not rely on anyone". whatever. the only good thing that happened last week is i made cutoff and am getting promoted on the first--- woopee. the person i wanted to celebrate with left me the day i found out so it kinda killed it... thats life move on.