job hunting. its tireless looong and fairly unrewarding. 2 full days of driving around, filling out apps and fucking with cursed computer apps and im burned out. however, cant stop.... need job to support my music and toy habbits. not to metion to finance a trip to see my girl in TX. off to shower for another day of pimping myself to potetial employers.
so i havent been on or updated in for-fucking-ever.... its my memebership money, i'll squader it if i like. i found out today that my chapter paperwork is done and signed and i should be flying homeon the 22nd of this month. it seem sureal to know that the bullshit ive been dealing with for the past 4 months is about a week away from...
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there are billions of people in this world. how is it i can still feel so alone?
cherryb0mb:
i can be in a room with 200 people and feel more alone than if i were sitting here in my bedroom by myself. i don't know if that is the same way you feel, or if that makes sense to you at all?
punkydoll:
awww that's not good *hug*
another bloody mary monday, alas-- out of vodka. had to be at work today at 340 in the am to drive my truck to permisiens (sp?) (a 2.5 hr drive in a humvee) to get the holes fixed. (they were complaments of your friendly neighbourhood american hating iraqi). the up shot of my early start was i got off early. so i went and got...
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sarahjane:
nice!!!
thank you for the birthday wishes
thank you for the birthday wishes
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redpeaches:
i used to live in wallhalben, about a half hour from ramstein.
funny.
funny.
redpeaches:
i used to live in wallhalben, about a half hour from ramstein.
funny.
and aparantly my computer likes to glitch so i say things twice.
[Edited on May 09, 2005 12:59PM]
funny.
and aparantly my computer likes to glitch so i say things twice.
[Edited on May 09, 2005 12:59PM]
on45or33:
me and stuff
so im finaly out of iraq and back in the states. spent a week back in Germany doing briefs and what not; eating real food again. German style breakfasts are awesome. missed those. anyway im "free" for a month so i dyed my hair red. its pretty rad. have an appointment on the 3rd for a new tattoo. another lovely lady on my forearm. also...
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cherryb0mb:
those pictures aren't showing up, i'd really like to see them though if you can fix them!
i bet it's nice being out of iraq, but you're obviously not happy in spokane. closed-minded people suck! my town's not nearly as bad. i get a lot of weird looks and laughs and shit because of the way i dress. i wear a lot of clubwear, short skirts & fishnets, lacy slips and other stuff during the day that i don't think is too strange, but people dress so casually around here, jeans & t-shirts, gap, boring, whatever.
when spring comes and all the snow goes away, i'll probably be more willing to go out- winter is so depressing in NY.
i bet it's nice being out of iraq, but you're obviously not happy in spokane. closed-minded people suck! my town's not nearly as bad. i get a lot of weird looks and laughs and shit because of the way i dress. i wear a lot of clubwear, short skirts & fishnets, lacy slips and other stuff during the day that i don't think is too strange, but people dress so casually around here, jeans & t-shirts, gap, boring, whatever.
when spring comes and all the snow goes away, i'll probably be more willing to go out- winter is so depressing in NY.
on45or33:
i hate adding pictures! they never work right! round two.....
http://suicidegirls.com/media/members/5/31/74315/40406/444831_thumb.jpg
http://suicidegirls.com/media/members/5/31/74315/40406/444829_thumb.jpg
if these fuckers dont work again, theyre in my picture folders under "me and stuff"
http://suicidegirls.com/media/members/5/31/74315/40406/444831_thumb.jpg
http://suicidegirls.com/media/members/5/31/74315/40406/444829_thumb.jpg
if these fuckers dont work again, theyre in my picture folders under "me and stuff"
on45or33:
yea well things got kinda fuct before i left and i found a pic that fit what i was feeling but it didnt load up correctly
right and update.......
-iraq sucks still
-im leaving soon....
-i turned 24- it was a shit day
-i have found someone that really makes me happy, however -her x is out here too and hes a bastard
-i now live in a tent for my remaing weeks- its cold and im surrounded by all the assholes of grown to hate over the past year
-im...
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-iraq sucks still
-im leaving soon....
-i turned 24- it was a shit day
-i have found someone that really makes me happy, however -her x is out here too and hes a bastard
-i now live in a tent for my remaing weeks- its cold and im surrounded by all the assholes of grown to hate over the past year
-im...
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cherryb0mb:
awww, i wish you could be out of there sooner... and i'm sorry your birthday sucked. i hope things get better for you soon, i mean that...
on45or33:
leaving yes... better no---
haven't been around here for a long time...