I think the whole station is getting burned out. Sure would be nice to hire 2 more people to staff another medic unit. I was thinking about it today and I would miss what i'm doing if I left. I would end up volunteering somewhere. It was fun to choose which calls I wanted to go to.
I do wish I had the same feeling I used to have at work. I felt like it was an important job, now it just feels like a job. Feels like people here just think we are warm bodies that show up whenever they call. I won't get into to politics here...
I've been using this space to vent and talk stuff out of my system. I'm not super depressed and shitty at work here. I laugh alot and smile here. I think it helps to get this stuff out of my head.
Grandma ended up at the ER again today. Dizzy spell but she is home now. Labs checked out so it maybe an issue of some nerve issues. I think its the fact that its 90 up here and she isn't adjusting well to the heat. Grandma still cruises around like she is 40 years younger. Being stubborn is good. I'm afraid that if she ever just said "eh, whatever" that would be the end.
Very happy that they didn't have to call us today. I don't want to transport her myself. If I had the option I'd take it, I just don't want to be here if something happens. I'd rather show up at the ER and know that they guys did a good job. I just don't like transporting family. Really I don't like transporting friends either. I'd rather say "You're in good hands, meet you at the ER".
My allergies are the devil. Can't wait for a good rain to knock all this pollen down.
It's going to be good to be out drinking beer with friends this weekend. Sure is nice to be brain dead sometimes. I think that is the goal this weekend. Not stupid drunk, just only focused on how beer tastes and hanging out with good friends.
I do wish I had the same feeling I used to have at work. I felt like it was an important job, now it just feels like a job. Feels like people here just think we are warm bodies that show up whenever they call. I won't get into to politics here...
I've been using this space to vent and talk stuff out of my system. I'm not super depressed and shitty at work here. I laugh alot and smile here. I think it helps to get this stuff out of my head.
Grandma ended up at the ER again today. Dizzy spell but she is home now. Labs checked out so it maybe an issue of some nerve issues. I think its the fact that its 90 up here and she isn't adjusting well to the heat. Grandma still cruises around like she is 40 years younger. Being stubborn is good. I'm afraid that if she ever just said "eh, whatever" that would be the end.
Very happy that they didn't have to call us today. I don't want to transport her myself. If I had the option I'd take it, I just don't want to be here if something happens. I'd rather show up at the ER and know that they guys did a good job. I just don't like transporting family. Really I don't like transporting friends either. I'd rather say "You're in good hands, meet you at the ER".
My allergies are the devil. Can't wait for a good rain to knock all this pollen down.
It's going to be good to be out drinking beer with friends this weekend. Sure is nice to be brain dead sometimes. I think that is the goal this weekend. Not stupid drunk, just only focused on how beer tastes and hanging out with good friends.
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bigjimslade:
Nope; they disappeared into the cosmos. The sure sign of a good night!
toez:
Just leave your keys at home...I'll stay sober and worry about my own keys 