Well they made up their minds @ work. I get to work as a paramedic but I will only get paid as one when I am working Overtime with and EMT partner or when I work my normal shift with an EMT partner. I can also work inter facility transports as a medic. What does all that mean?
I work as a medic for free for the most part. On rare occasions I will get a raise.
*le sigh*
I'm now looking for a full time Medic position. I was putting it off cause I had hope.
It's depressing and a real shot to the gut yah know.
I get to practice without stress though...cause if I mess up or anything they arn't paying me for it so I can't get in trouble really. That part is the only plus I have right now here.
The Faith No More concert has kept my spirits up. Its huge for me. I never thought I would ever get the chance to see them live. Faith No More broke up like 6 months after I discovered them. (keep in mind the small town of Clearlake wasn't a hot spot for radio or any media back then and the internet was still a disorganized mess with 14k connections.) Getting the news they were playing local was totally luck and they sold so many tickets so fast they went from 1 show on the 14th to having a 2nd added on the 13th then a 3rd on the 12th. I hope this leads them to work on some new material and with any luck an album.
With this all happening at work today I can still smile cause I get to see Faith No More. It's all worth it right now.
I ran my first call ALS today...ok well 2nd I guess but the last one was in Nov. Anywho I got the IV on the 4th try
. The times when you really want to get it over with and make that first try the only try your patients will say to you "I'm a hard stick and my veins roll". At least now My nerves will decrease with each transport I take in. My nerves kill me even though I know what I'm doing. I just don't want to disappoint anyone.
I work as a medic for free for the most part. On rare occasions I will get a raise.
*le sigh*
I'm now looking for a full time Medic position. I was putting it off cause I had hope.
It's depressing and a real shot to the gut yah know.
I get to practice without stress though...cause if I mess up or anything they arn't paying me for it so I can't get in trouble really. That part is the only plus I have right now here.
The Faith No More concert has kept my spirits up. Its huge for me. I never thought I would ever get the chance to see them live. Faith No More broke up like 6 months after I discovered them. (keep in mind the small town of Clearlake wasn't a hot spot for radio or any media back then and the internet was still a disorganized mess with 14k connections.) Getting the news they were playing local was totally luck and they sold so many tickets so fast they went from 1 show on the 14th to having a 2nd added on the 13th then a 3rd on the 12th. I hope this leads them to work on some new material and with any luck an album.
With this all happening at work today I can still smile cause I get to see Faith No More. It's all worth it right now.
I ran my first call ALS today...ok well 2nd I guess but the last one was in Nov. Anywho I got the IV on the 4th try
. The times when you really want to get it over with and make that first try the only try your patients will say to you "I'm a hard stick and my veins roll". At least now My nerves will decrease with each transport I take in. My nerves kill me even though I know what I'm doing. I just don't want to disappoint anyone.
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I'm happy I get to go with you.
I finished my homework. I'm trying to figure out if i'm motivated enough to do a little bit of wii.
Like always, can't wait to see you at home again.