it's 1230am and I should be sleeping. I work in the morning.
I have Hijack by MC Chris on loop. Makes me smile to hear him say "Go take a hike...And don't forget the trail mix bitch."
Got alot of shit going on right now, moving sunday to a place in Penngrove...which I keep calling anything other than Penngrove.
My stomach hurts and I think its stress. Nothing new and not like it will kill me but I'll be happy to be back from work Sunday. Work has been bugging me more and more every shift. Its clear that They don't care if I leave. That's not new. I guess I always thought that I was thinking negative to keep from being disappointed, but Its more disappointing knowing I was correct in thinking that I was just a warm body.
They told we they didn't have the money for me almost a year ago before the economic trip down the shitter, so that isn't a shock...but now that the state is taking more it just gives them more of an argument.
It's not an argument to me. If shit is wrong you fix it. Why does there have to be a compromise in a solution? get the job done and its over.
That's why I can't be on our contract negotiation team....I wouldn't give up shit. What do I have to give up?
Since we won't get shit from them maybe we could get to wear shorts in the summer and have Hawaiian shirt Fridays....*sigh* I don't even know why I'm in the union let alone the VP...its a joke...shit ain't changing for me or any other folks on my side of the department. I feel like I should quit and let someone else waste their time.
looking for a job is frustrating.....can't seem to sift out enough bullshit to find anything important.
I never post pics anymore. so here is a haggard looking photo of myself
All this isn't the end of the world I just need to vent. I think I should go to bed. Goodnight
I have Hijack by MC Chris on loop. Makes me smile to hear him say "Go take a hike...And don't forget the trail mix bitch."
Got alot of shit going on right now, moving sunday to a place in Penngrove...which I keep calling anything other than Penngrove.
My stomach hurts and I think its stress. Nothing new and not like it will kill me but I'll be happy to be back from work Sunday. Work has been bugging me more and more every shift. Its clear that They don't care if I leave. That's not new. I guess I always thought that I was thinking negative to keep from being disappointed, but Its more disappointing knowing I was correct in thinking that I was just a warm body.
They told we they didn't have the money for me almost a year ago before the economic trip down the shitter, so that isn't a shock...but now that the state is taking more it just gives them more of an argument.
It's not an argument to me. If shit is wrong you fix it. Why does there have to be a compromise in a solution? get the job done and its over.
That's why I can't be on our contract negotiation team....I wouldn't give up shit. What do I have to give up?
Since we won't get shit from them maybe we could get to wear shorts in the summer and have Hawaiian shirt Fridays....*sigh* I don't even know why I'm in the union let alone the VP...its a joke...shit ain't changing for me or any other folks on my side of the department. I feel like I should quit and let someone else waste their time.
looking for a job is frustrating.....can't seem to sift out enough bullshit to find anything important.
I never post pics anymore. so here is a haggard looking photo of myself
All this isn't the end of the world I just need to vent. I think I should go to bed. Goodnight
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wugglyump:
i sure a couple would slip by.
wugglyump:
you look like mc in that picture.