Going back to the lake 
And this isn't going to make any sense to anyone....
Sometimes I feel like I've got too much going on, like it is going to break me. It's not that which will break me. Its all the stuff that I don't talk about that is going to be the end of me.
Time is the most difficult for me. Waiting on something that is chance to begin with is horrible. I got something like two years before I can get back to normal. Alot of it is physical, and it will be dealt with. The mental part is hurting me right now. Reminders don't help and I seem to be getting those frequently as of late.
Knocks the wind out of you abit. And gives me the urge to make someone hurt.
whatever, I just look forward to not thinking about it all. I wish I could fast forward.
fuck
And this isn't going to make any sense to anyone....
Sometimes I feel like I've got too much going on, like it is going to break me. It's not that which will break me. Its all the stuff that I don't talk about that is going to be the end of me.
Time is the most difficult for me. Waiting on something that is chance to begin with is horrible. I got something like two years before I can get back to normal. Alot of it is physical, and it will be dealt with. The mental part is hurting me right now. Reminders don't help and I seem to be getting those frequently as of late.
Knocks the wind out of you abit. And gives me the urge to make someone hurt.
whatever, I just look forward to not thinking about it all. I wish I could fast forward.
fuck
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productiondiva:
I am thinking about you!
I am thinking about you!
lobster_mobster:
Anything I can do to help you through this... consider it done. We love you very much, Jaybo. Don't ever forget that.