I drank a beer while I was in the shower tonight. Shaved off my week old "beard". And now I'm getting ready to go to bed.
Driving up here sucked, I had too much time to think about everything. It was nice to have new music to listen to on the way up though. Overall it was just a depressing drive. I hope I just have a normal boring shift this time. I still think about everything and it does bug me, but that will fade with time. Playing Mass effect was a really good distraction though.
I had my sushi before I left town, it will be about 3 weeks before I get back home. Hanging out up here should help me study though.
I was asked about faith a few times recently and I still really can't say I believe in anything. I know that if there is something else in control of this life then it's pretty fucked and I'd like to file a complaint.
I get the feeling that any sort of a romance in my future is going to be about the same odds as me wining a cool million bucks. Which would come in handy if they came about at the same time. Really though I see my self being single for quite awhile. The odds are pretty well stacked up against me at this point. I see more and more friends getting married and it reminds me that I'm pretty well screwed unless I get really lucky. Its like this more cars are being driven off of the lot and My credit is getting worse every second. Not to mention that its hard to find a bad ass car with a real motor at a Kia dealership full of used cars with questionable Carfax's...Fucking hate the Prius BTW....and yes Love is a car lot.
ugh I'm getting heartburn and it's past my bed time.
I did a good job at staying at home and away from the general public this week, I think that might have saved me alot of bail money. The one thing I was worried about the most was some douche bag saying something shitty to me and me trying to choke them until they had cartoon X's over their eyes. I'm not a mean person...but My patients has worn thin, maybe that will come back soon.
Nighty night
Driving up here sucked, I had too much time to think about everything. It was nice to have new music to listen to on the way up though. Overall it was just a depressing drive. I hope I just have a normal boring shift this time. I still think about everything and it does bug me, but that will fade with time. Playing Mass effect was a really good distraction though.
I had my sushi before I left town, it will be about 3 weeks before I get back home. Hanging out up here should help me study though.
I was asked about faith a few times recently and I still really can't say I believe in anything. I know that if there is something else in control of this life then it's pretty fucked and I'd like to file a complaint.
I get the feeling that any sort of a romance in my future is going to be about the same odds as me wining a cool million bucks. Which would come in handy if they came about at the same time. Really though I see my self being single for quite awhile. The odds are pretty well stacked up against me at this point. I see more and more friends getting married and it reminds me that I'm pretty well screwed unless I get really lucky. Its like this more cars are being driven off of the lot and My credit is getting worse every second. Not to mention that its hard to find a bad ass car with a real motor at a Kia dealership full of used cars with questionable Carfax's...Fucking hate the Prius BTW....and yes Love is a car lot.
ugh I'm getting heartburn and it's past my bed time.
I did a good job at staying at home and away from the general public this week, I think that might have saved me alot of bail money. The one thing I was worried about the most was some douche bag saying something shitty to me and me trying to choke them until they had cartoon X's over their eyes. I'm not a mean person...but My patients has worn thin, maybe that will come back soon.
Nighty night
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I wish I could visit the states, but my friend in FL, he screwed my visa status, and now I'm not allowed to visit the States. That sucks!!!! I'm talking to my attorney, and he'll fix my visa problem. I hope everything's going well. It seems to take forever for me.