I love her, shes a good friend. But I wish I never lent her the money. She hasn't even found a job yet. And right now I could really use that money. I'm even having to go to my mother...worst thing ever! damn me for caring so much, why can't I have a "your problems, not mine," attitude??
it snowed today..it was pretty.
and I did something I haven't done in forever. caught snowflakes on my tounge
and I did something I haven't done in forever. caught snowflakes on my tounge
I was in a bad/tired mood today when I saw an ex walking through that mall holding hands with some girl. I'll tell you what happened between us before I go on. He had been saying how he was worried about getting in a relationship with me because he has been cheated on before and doesn't want it to happen again, and how he has...
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lkmb:
yeah dating someone for two years and talking to another girl is definitely cheating.
what makes a person strong?
I always used to think that if a person was num to everything and anything that happened, they were strong. I've always been mad at myself for crying about anything, but does crying make me weak? or does crying and then putting myself back together make me strong?
I always used to think that if a person was num to everything and anything that happened, they were strong. I've always been mad at myself for crying about anything, but does crying make me weak? or does crying and then putting myself back together make me strong?
gosharkz:
Crying then putting yourself back together makes you strong.
Crying makes you human. ITs good to be human. Its good to have feelings.
Crying makes you human. ITs good to be human. Its good to have feelings.
rodan:
What makes a person strong is just - being strong - doing what you have to do when you have to do it. Crying doesn't make you weak - it just means you're honest with your emotions.
putting yourself back together again might indicate some inner stength tho.
putting yourself back together again might indicate some inner stength tho.
today I told one of my regulars that I have given my notice and that my last day would be on the 13th of december. His name is Charley, must be in his 80's, and has a rose tattoo on his right forearm that has a scroll under is that says mother(you can't read the mother part anymore, but he knows its there), He got...
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brave1:
have a fun safe trip! 
captain_midnight:
Hooray for vancouver! I hope you have a great time!
I gave my notice at work today, it took me forever to just say it, I was scared they would get mad.
any way, My last day is December 13.
any way, My last day is December 13.
videoeye:
From the I-Ching:
Change is the natural order.
Change is loss,
but also change is grow.
Change is the natural order.
Change is loss,
but also change is grow.
The form is all filled out. But there is one question asking my the reason I am doing it, but I dont want to put the real reason...any suggestions?
I need to go get finger printed, and I then need to submit the form and money. And it will all be done.
Seeing it on paper kind of makes me sad, it makes it seem...
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I need to go get finger printed, and I then need to submit the form and money. And it will all be done.
Seeing it on paper kind of makes me sad, it makes it seem...
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tigerdoll:
maybe you can put that you want to assert your independence from traditions that have their roots in the same place as cannibalism. i have no clue if that is true or not, but it's a good answer, no?
xo
xo
refer back to back November 4 post.
Now I'm getting a name change. I've wanting to do this for almost 2 years, ever since daddy told me I was no long his daughter...I guess I should stop calling him daddy, oh well. So I am changing my middle name to my last name, and no longer have a family name. I was thinking about my...
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Now I'm getting a name change. I've wanting to do this for almost 2 years, ever since daddy told me I was no long his daughter...I guess I should stop calling him daddy, oh well. So I am changing my middle name to my last name, and no longer have a family name. I was thinking about my...
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I'm not quiting my job.
I dont understand why not though, I hate every minute of it, I always come home hating it.
arg! wish i could just quit it!
I dont understand why not though, I hate every minute of it, I always come home hating it.
arg! wish i could just quit it!
videoeye:
just quit
(sounds easy, but just do it).
(sounds easy, but just do it).
icekatana:
What sort of job?
I love your smile...it's the kind of smile that makes people want to be around you.
Hope you have a great day!
I love your smile...it's the kind of smile that makes people want to be around you.
Hope you have a great day!
well my day just got a million times better.
Not only did I get to talk to the sweetest boy ever!
but my sisters boyfriend came over. He bought a new phone, and was wanting to sell his old one. And it just so happened that we both had rogers, so all we had to do was put my card in his old one, and...
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Not only did I get to talk to the sweetest boy ever!
but my sisters boyfriend came over. He bought a new phone, and was wanting to sell his old one. And it just so happened that we both had rogers, so all we had to do was put my card in his old one, and...
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rough day.
I woke up late. Then my sister and I got into an argument(bitch called me fat!) As I was leaving I slammed the door(we have an old house, and the lock is always locked, we can't keep it unlocked, and the only way to shut the door is to slam it, or get your key out and unlock it was you close the...
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I woke up late. Then my sister and I got into an argument(bitch called me fat!) As I was leaving I slammed the door(we have an old house, and the lock is always locked, we can't keep it unlocked, and the only way to shut the door is to slam it, or get your key out and unlock it was you close the...
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squishy_jeremy:
ohh u poor girl!! I hope your day gets better!! 
yuriel:
yeah what he said.
GEESH
-hugs tight-
GEESH
-hugs tight-
So on sunday I will go to work at 11:00am, get my check, and then never ever go back. I can wait! I hater that place so much.
And theres this boy..that I kind of sort of like*giggles*, and last night I was at this other guys house, normally, I would have no problem sleeping with him. But I just couldnt do it..I didn't even...
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And theres this boy..that I kind of sort of like*giggles*, and last night I was at this other guys house, normally, I would have no problem sleeping with him. But I just couldnt do it..I didn't even...
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