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i have way too much stuff to do and nowhere near enough time or money to do it. i need to find a job, i'm driving around with expired tags, i have 3 exams this week AND i have to apply to the social work program by the end of the week which includes a test and essays, and i have yet to put together...
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thrash_cunt:
Thank you i like your too!
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i need a job. i NEED a job. any ideas?

money sucks. i hate it. i hate that i can't get by without it.

i dyed my hair a normal color today in attempt to look more tame for the job hunting. it's terrible.

blah

mad

on a happier note, a bad bad man went to prison today, though not for anywhere near long enough. i...
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thrash_cunt:
Hell yeah blatz rocks!!!
Hey and you like x-ray spex too it seems that nobody really likes them but i think they were sweet ass!
synnove:
i share your frustration. i need a job very badly and i have an interview tomorrow and i BETTER GET IT. i'm thinking about getting a wig because i refuse to conform for a shit ass job. and oh your hair was so pretty frown what color did you dye it?
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i feel so off kilter today!
first of all, i slept late and felt groggy all morning. then i get to calss and my teacher informs me that he lost my mid-term exam. and now i'm at home when i should be working so i sign on to sg and it's all different! i'm so confused.
i do like the new look, though. it's just...
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we must be sweet when our ladies are in the bad place
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sometimes my brain develops these weird, paranoid conspiracy theories.............
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junebug:
Damn dewd you got some nice inkwork I had to say.
mrsmead:
bok
Random Chicken!!!!!
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uh, yeah.........i don't really have much to say these days. and not much time to say it in.
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hope you are ok
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frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown
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kiss
bean:
frown indeed. today sucks.
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i'm taking a philosophy class called sex, gender, and science. we've been discussing how there isn't really a distinct line between male and female, but society keeps trying to define one. it's really interesting.

in other news, i cut my hair. no more dreads. i miss them, but it's not as traumatic as i thought it would be. it's just hair.
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llona:
sounds like an awesome class. I need to take one like that.
please post pics of your new hairdo.
love.
andimer:
Yep biggrin me back!!
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wearing high heels to a punkrock show............

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confused
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fauxfoe39801:
hey as long as yer comfy it shouldnt matter...
andimer:
If it goes with the outfit smile
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my computer freaked out! for the last week, it's been acting all crazy - i would log on and then 2 min later it would shut down. turns out i had somehow gotten a virus. i finally fixed it last night. i feel all smart and stuff 'cause i fixed it myself.

anyway, it's almost the end of summer which means the end of going...
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mohollyweird:
you dat crazt girl lurkin' ovah at sober SG?
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2am:

i just woke up from a dream about a guy that i dated when i was 19. i want to smash my face into a wall for the way i treated him.

i was his first girlfriend. i still have a tape that he made for me. he was brillant and beautiful and sweet and fun, and he didn't deserve the shit that i...
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tadzi:
i know the feeling. there is this onegirl i dated, athough only for a short time. i didnt cheat on her or anything (havent ever done that yet) but i treated her carelessly. i got involved with her without testing the waters a bit first and before i knew it, i realized that she was just a rebound to me. i felt awful, because it was quite apparent that she was pretty into me. i still get mad at myself over that. thankfully i didnt sleep with her. would havemade it worse.

another girl i dated, serveral years ago. when i was 15-16. i wasnt just her first boyfriend, i was her first everything. first kiss even. we dated about a year and a half and i probably would have ended up marrying the girl except that she was way too jealous. so i broke up with her. even still, i broke her heart, and i hate having to hurt people.

anyway, i wouldnt worry about it too much. unless you still have some feelings for him hiding in there somewhere. i know that theres one girl tht i never actually dated but ws very close with. and i stil think of her all the time.

in any case, i thinkall this means is tht you are a good person. people make mistakes. obviously you felt guilty. and obviously hurting him hurt you. this means youre a good person. dont forget that.
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i have been at the mall all fucking day. i hate the mall, it makes me nervous. but i now have brakes on my car and it doesn't squeek anymore, so that's good.

i have a final exam tomorrow that i have to do good on, and then i'm off on another road trip - this time to a wedding. my whole family will be...
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eemmmm
stink
sometimes it is a good thing
tadzi:
i avoid going to the mall whenever possible. too many cretins there