Usually I write happy or inspirational pieces but this time I'm tired, irritated and I feel like ranting.
I like to think of myself as a good man. I work hard, I am honest, loyal, loving, and I do my best to be the best damn father and respectable man I can be. Sometimes I can be an asshole (years of being walked on, hurt, abused, betrayed, bullied, and abandoned does that to people) but most of the time I am happy, outgoing, and generally a glass half-full kind of guy.
The problem lately though, truth be told, I am lonely. I try to fix that, get out in the world of dating but I always find myself in the damn friend zone. Now, don't get me wrong, I like having friends. I'm one of those guys who will go shopping with ya or do girly shit if needed or even go to the store and get tampons with out being embarrassed if I need to just to help out. I'm not trying to say I am some kind of girly man or pretty boy. I'm a rugged kind of guy but I'm not afraid of expressing feelings when the time calls for it. What irritates me is that after they tell me how much of a nice guy I am, that they don't want to lose me as a friend, and I am friend zoned, they then cry to me later on about how they can't find a good man, a loving man, or how much their man is such as asshole, jerk, or lazy son-of-a-bitch who don't do shit to provide. Seriously?!?
I may not be the best looking guy in the world, I know I have my scars and that my physic is not model like, and that I don't have a shit load of money, but dammit all, I have a good heart and a strong head on my shoulders. No offense ladies and I am not saying you are all like this, but you'll to quick to judge or make up your mind. Give shit a chance to go a bit, see how it goes. Hell, you might actually find happiness..