Surreal dream.
My cousin Brian and my step-dad were all roaming through the woods with these huge rifles. We were "hunting". Brian is 14 years old, and was about 14 in the dream. Anyway, we were in camo and were stalking around with these rifles, shooting at trees (even though logically... wouldn't have actually been doing very well with the hunting business if we were making all that damn noise), and then suddenly I was SO paranoid that every shot I fired into the air was going to come down and kill someone. So I rolled onto the ground (haha), and threw my rifle into this ditch. Then we approached a STEEP hill that went almost straight down. My step-dad goes "Oh god, Brian is over the legal limit, but we're not gonna test him". And my cousin went FLYING down the steep hill, rifle in hand... and started running when he got to the bottom. My step-dad and I were like, "Ah well, we'll catch up with him". I end up getting ahead of my step-dad, and there's this HUGE gymnasium type building just hanging out in the woods, I hear all these kids voices. I look inside, and quickly run across the floor, which was pretty smooth. Then out of nowhere my cousin skates right up to me, on hockey skates, and asks me what the "FUCK YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING UP IN MY GAME!?"
I woke up. Confused.
Something that was troubling me yesterday was the fact that my ex boyfriend got married and did me the displeasure of sending me the pictures. Now I've written about this guy before, and he's a tool.
Refresher: he has been with the girl he married, for six years. And was with me behind her back, and behind mine, I had no idea! He cheated on me with various people, I found out, that was that. Little did I know! Okay, carrying on.
So, he sends me the photos, and I'm a curious creature, so I look at them. And it infuriates me, because the wedding was beautiful looking, and because she looked so happy and I feel sick to my stomach that she doesn't know all the shit he's done behind her back. I tried sending her a message to apologize even though I didn't know... but he intercepted it and threatened me, like the tool that he is.
But yeah. My current boyfriend, I were together before I went out with this idiot, and after. We had broken up, and sadly that was what I chose to be with. Things have of course fallen back into place, but... my boyfriend has little to no interest in getting married because he doesn't see the point. Whereas I... definitely want to get married. One might think this is a fundamental difference, and it's definitely something we have to work around and think about, but at the core of it, we are absolutely the right people for one another. If being with him happily, never leaving each other, being a strong twosome, and building a life together, meant not getting married I'd still take being with him over. You know? It's something I'd like, but I love him more.
Oh but still.
Damn you, tool! Sending me your photos, makin' me angry!
Whatevs.
History final time, must leave in, oh look at that. ten minutes ago! How time flies when you're browsing SG haha.
My cousin Brian and my step-dad were all roaming through the woods with these huge rifles. We were "hunting". Brian is 14 years old, and was about 14 in the dream. Anyway, we were in camo and were stalking around with these rifles, shooting at trees (even though logically... wouldn't have actually been doing very well with the hunting business if we were making all that damn noise), and then suddenly I was SO paranoid that every shot I fired into the air was going to come down and kill someone. So I rolled onto the ground (haha), and threw my rifle into this ditch. Then we approached a STEEP hill that went almost straight down. My step-dad goes "Oh god, Brian is over the legal limit, but we're not gonna test him". And my cousin went FLYING down the steep hill, rifle in hand... and started running when he got to the bottom. My step-dad and I were like, "Ah well, we'll catch up with him". I end up getting ahead of my step-dad, and there's this HUGE gymnasium type building just hanging out in the woods, I hear all these kids voices. I look inside, and quickly run across the floor, which was pretty smooth. Then out of nowhere my cousin skates right up to me, on hockey skates, and asks me what the "FUCK YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING UP IN MY GAME!?"
I woke up. Confused.
Something that was troubling me yesterday was the fact that my ex boyfriend got married and did me the displeasure of sending me the pictures. Now I've written about this guy before, and he's a tool.
Refresher: he has been with the girl he married, for six years. And was with me behind her back, and behind mine, I had no idea! He cheated on me with various people, I found out, that was that. Little did I know! Okay, carrying on.
So, he sends me the photos, and I'm a curious creature, so I look at them. And it infuriates me, because the wedding was beautiful looking, and because she looked so happy and I feel sick to my stomach that she doesn't know all the shit he's done behind her back. I tried sending her a message to apologize even though I didn't know... but he intercepted it and threatened me, like the tool that he is.
But yeah. My current boyfriend, I were together before I went out with this idiot, and after. We had broken up, and sadly that was what I chose to be with. Things have of course fallen back into place, but... my boyfriend has little to no interest in getting married because he doesn't see the point. Whereas I... definitely want to get married. One might think this is a fundamental difference, and it's definitely something we have to work around and think about, but at the core of it, we are absolutely the right people for one another. If being with him happily, never leaving each other, being a strong twosome, and building a life together, meant not getting married I'd still take being with him over. You know? It's something I'd like, but I love him more.
Oh but still.
Damn you, tool! Sending me your photos, makin' me angry!
Whatevs.
History final time, must leave in, oh look at that. ten minutes ago! How time flies when you're browsing SG haha.
owleye:
Yeah that guy sounds like a tool! Good luck with finals...I will be happy when this week is over. My last final is at 7pm on friday night! Yuck..
oklahoma:
Ooooh good luck. We can do it! And yeah, he's a total tool. Gross.