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Have you ever been in a position when Its 4am, you are staring at some thing that can only be described as a pot noodle; wondering is there more to life than this existential need for more money / more stuff.

I think I have gone beyond the point of coveting women because I know I could never make any one of them happy. I...
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dulllifelesshair:
It's okay. Women are allowed to be magnificent to all five senses and make you feel alienated because you're aware of this and appreciate it. While they are busy overwhelming you effortlessly (that's their job), it's your job to deal with the issue that you'll never be as desirable as her/ maybe you are as desirable but you'll never realise it/you're actually not as desirable but in her eyes you are/she doesn't care/she's lying to you and your days are numbered. Keep that on board with a smile on your face and that's all it takes. Women also only come when you give up on them.

If you're thinking about money you either don't have enough to survive, or you're fundamentally unhappy. You knew this already, but sometimes you're unhappy about one thing when you're really just plain unhappy and it has to manifest itself into tangible worries. I think what I'm trying to say is that you're very sexy and all, and I remain this unattractive, aging bundle of wasted potential who can't really carry off any look and the only charm I have is a niave, childish one. You on the other hand are very sexy. More later.
nyiro:
I agree with Becksy are the northern women stupid? I dont understand why no one has folded did you up and brought you home.. GIRLS!! hey!!!!!

Maybe you need to get out of the rutt you are in, do something completely different... would you think of travelling for a little while just to sort out some stuff?
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Nightmare....
I had a nightmare and I was in it. The blue AEon Apolypse was shining upon me. The the only light that saw was that of a wedding coming towards me. I thought this is it I am getting married. No. I was serving the bar. I told them that the bar was closing because the world was coming to an end..... and they...
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cosmia:
Hey dude! Did you get back home ok? I must reiterate, it was so good to see you! When are you coming back?
dulllifelesshair:
Ring pull of the future. Imagine if that image was sent into the early eighties. They'd shit themselves.
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I think I am sick.....


Not in the I got the cold, I think its the flu kinda sick. Not in the I have some virging cancerous growth forming on what I used to call my lungs kinda sick. More in the I didn't take care of my body; I have a low liver function, my colesteral is through the roof, I am probably anemic...
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cosmia:
Umm, go to doctor? Remove the phone from your testicles. I don't know why you don't have a girlfriend, it makes no sense to me. NI Alcoholics Anonymous: 02890434848. Are you ok dude?
kc:
Mate, I hope you're feeling a bit better today. I think you're just a bit stressed, I suspect mainly because you're feeling a bit lonely and you're still sad about your dad. I know it's a bit crap but I don't think you're really in serious trouble; you sound far too self-aware. You could do with some cheering up alright though. My plan for you; take a gentle weekend away, go to a hotel with a fitness centre near the seaside, spend hours rotating between pool, sauna, steam room, jacuzzi. Repeat until comfortably exhausted. Drink lots of tea, walk on the beach. Eat some nice food. Give yourself a bit of time without any other agenda. That's my idea anyhow smile Works for the mind and body smile
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Nothing much to report.

I got two new CD's - And you will know us by the Trail of Dead - Source Tags and Codes - and - YOURCODENAMEIS:MILO - Print is Dead

I am currently reading - Douglas Adams - Last Chance to See.

I am working from now to sunday and I have promised myself I would not drink through that time. It...
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cosmia:
Ah you're so good! How is the no smoking going? Well I hope? kiss
aquarian:
How did the non drinking go?
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I did one of those Myspace survey things. I laughed.

1. How tall are you barefoot?

About 5" 10' give or take.

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2. Have you ever smoked cocaine?

Not when conscious. Are you fuckin' high???

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3. Do you have a gun in your house?

Ever played Monopoly when drinking?

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4. Ever been to Rehab?

Do you mean metaphysically or realistically?

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5....
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jeseryn:
Cool! I love the whole "feet vibrating" thing smile *HUG*
cosmia:
I seen that already!
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Well now where were we?

Not much to report. Job is wearing me like a tight jumper and now I feel a little stretched. I trying to stop smoking but instead have taken up the urge to eat everything that might not already be attached to some one. Instead of eating shitty stuff like crisps and sweets, I hath raided my mothers colection of seeds,...
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cosmia:
Cool. My aunt in London has squirrels in her garden but she hates them. She told me she was going to catch one and "hang him up by his tail and smack him in his face". She wasn't joking, is the hilarious part.
nyiro:
Sadly I have only won on the Oisin Lottery,..... the normal Lotto I lost frown

I hate being poor!
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I am so tired and grumpy, I want to shout at people but when I start i just nod off.

I hope everyone has a fantastic Hallow'een I am working so I intend to enjoy everyone else enjoying it.

I think I am going to chance my profile pic to something a bit more cheerful.

Oisin.

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peachass:
i luv halloweeeeeeeeen
cosmia:
Awww you left me a testimonial! You're so sweet! kiss
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Welcome to the twilight of my demise.

This working thing reeks of... of... not fucking fair. I am so very tried. I feel like a shooting star that is just burning out so fast, only no so pretty. I exist on a diet of coffee and after eights.

Ok ok so I am getting a little too self involved but I feel very alone at...
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violent_sky:
dunno what my plans for tomorrow are either dude, if im free i may indeed venture down to the gig, will let you know if i do anyway!
jamie87:
your always going on dates ya bloody slut.
I'll tell ya something funny so.....

ya playin' a little dress up???
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Awww.

So I finisehed work at 3am. I sat on to have a drink. I am now plastered. I am pretty much a good guy. I miss my Father so much. I have a heavy heart. I wish that I had the intelligence that he had.

I sat with him, when he was really sick, about 3 days before he passed. The noise of the...
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gems:
thinking of you

*hugs*
daleyy:
HAPPY SWEETEST DAY SWEETIE